Judgemental

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it's been about 6 months ive been with Chris and i still love him jus like i met him. we've still been making money with him, he'll bring two guys watch us do everything, make sure we were safe and that we get our money then they'll leave. Chris is our protector and Simone is finally coming around to see it , she doesn't want no dealings but she sure does respect him. we have to tho he's the money man!
"Simone! lets go bitch before they sale out!" "im coming im coming!" Simone yelled running out the bathroom swinging water everywhere from where she jus washed her hands. "what mall is it again?" she asked as we walked to the car getting in it, " west town Simone, its already in the gps!"  she sat there staring at me " who tf you getting a attitude with bitch?" i looked at her and started laughing , she was always so damn serious! " girl please, im not being smart but bitch move this car tf . they gone sale out of these damn shoes fast Simone. Pleaseeeee!" she smiled and turned the key starting the car , once we got to the mall and made it in the store i jus knew ! i knew they would be sold out, " dammmnnnn!" Simone said laughing " outta luck sis."
i was so pissed ! we walked out the store and ran directly into Chris, a child and a female.
he walked right by me holding her hand, i stared them up and down as they walked by and kept staring as they kept walking. Chris looked back at me with a blank ass look and kept goin. i felt so dumb! how could he ever do me like this! i went and found the nearest chair and sat down holding my tears and calming myself, "oh no Nicki get tf up! over a nigga? fr , we go getters baby! we make money! plus he only good for his money anyway!" she yelled at me pulling me up. i wiped my tears and began to grow angry "lets go!" i said pulling her in the direction Chris and his family walked.
" we'll jus follow them around i wont say or do anything i promise" i said to Simone walking in the store they were in . i stood off for a minute looking at some clothes until i seen them kissing! this ticked me tf off "oh hell no!" i thought to myself. i began walking towards them and bumped his girlfriend making her fall off to the side a lil. "omgg ma'am i am so sorry, i wasn't paying attention!" i said grabbing her making sure she didn't fall , i looked at Chris and he looked as if he could kill me in this mall infront of everyone. " your ok baby girl jus pick your head up girl" the woman said laughing. Chris grabbed her hand and their son hand and walked away, i had to see his girl, i had to see what she had on me!

me and Simone ended up leaving the mall and rode around in the hood. we stopped at this corner store to get more relos and got out, soon as we got out we was approached by two guys. they looked good and after talking to them for a while i began to not think about Chris ! until he texted me?

text messages
CHRIS: wtf is wrong with you! why would you do that

ME: boy fuc you! i can't believe i let you play me ! you told me you love me but you didnt even tell me about your girl. smh i cant believe i trusted you

CHRIS: man shut tf up you knew wtf was goin on ! you my baby and thats my woman , so choose now! you gon keep fucn with me and make this money or go about your business?

i sat there rereading the message over and over again, trying to wait and see if he text bac telling me this was a joke. but he didnt, he must have been serious cause he texted bac saying..

CHRIS: well i'll take that as yo ass goin about your business, somebody else gon wanna make this money.

ME: baby no! i left my phone in the counter and used the bathroom. i'll stay around baby, i love you

CHRIS: love you to girl. ill see you tonight

i sat there dazed off until "Nicki!" Simone said " you coming?" she said standing getting up looking a lil confused. "yea yea let's go!" i didn't even know where we all was goin but i got in the car anyway, we ended up goin to a restaurant and ate. the guys were really sweet and coo but they jus wasn't our type! "lord im happy thats over!" Simone said as we got in the car. "Simone i talked to Chris and we talked it out, he coming over tonight." i looked out the window, she stared at me for a minute then started the car and pulled off. we pulled up to the room and went inside, "ima get comfortable ok sissy" i said walking in the bathroom. once i was done Simone got comfortable then we heard a knock at the door, Simone opened the door and walked bac to where i was. he walked up behind her holding her from the bac looking at me, she looked at me in disbelief and moved turning towards him. " whooow baby lets not!" " chill out i already done had both of yall" he sat down at the table rolling up not even paying attention to me. Simone was on the bed on her phone texting. "i'll be bac" i said getting up walking out the room. Simone texted me right away asking if i was ok, i told her yes and went outside in front of the hotel and stood there watching the cars go by until i felt hands go around my waist. "i told you i love you Nicki!" i turned around quickly! it was Chris, i jus rolled my eyes and turned bac around. " yea well why do you love me Chris?" . " you solid baby, you make money with me and i can tell you really down for a nigga." he said turning me around to look at him, he then kissed me. every bit of anger i felt was gone
it vanished ! we ended up having sex in his car then went bac up to the room, Simone had company when we walked in. they were kissing and touching, i stood there for a minute then walked bac out. it was all jus a big surprise is all, and she didn't tell me so that was weird! me and Chris went to pick up some food for us to eat on tonight, once we got bac everything was bac to normal and Simone was sitting there like nothing happened. she looked up smiling at me , i handed her her food and blew her a kiss . " ima stop acting crazy and show both of yall i love y'all and respect what yall got goin on " she said. i looked surprised and kissed her on her lips. "thanks sissy" ! the rest of the night me , Chris and Simone cuddled, talked, and smoked