Judgemental

big daddy

me and Simone have been meeting up with Chris every night for a month straight. Simone put on leggings and a tshirt as i got sexy putting on makeup and lingerie for him waiting for the knock on the door, a few moments later it was him at the door. Simone liked him but she wasn't geeked over him like i was, he told me we was together . i had fell head over hills since then ! i ran to open the door, when i did i held my arms open welcoming him in side. he picked me up wrapping my legs around him, we ended up having sex again like usual and like usual i feel like i was falling deeper inlove with him.
"bruh you keep letting him nut in you Nicki that shit not coo bruh!" Simone said looking at me concerned whispering, i didn't care tho he was mine. he told me i got him in his feelings one day we was texting thats how i know he'll be mine, maybe even forever . Chris was in the bathroom cleaning himself up, when he walked out, " lemme ask y'all something." he said drying his hands on a napkin "why y'all staying in a hotel? i see y'all comfortable with all yall stuff everywhere!" . "we're homeless and have no family" Simone said looking at me then looking down. i know she wanted me to follow her lead and seem upset so he could feel sorry and wanna put us on but i couldn't take my eyes off of him , he was my God . he looked at me and came to pick me up, " you want daddy to take care of you baby?" i smiled "yea daddy you gon take care of us?" "you know i will but yall gon have to be on yall grown woman shit." he said putting me bac down then kissing me. " yall my lul babies , ima take care of yall but yall gotta do exactly what i say. be submissive to me and dont ever make me mad, ok?" me and Simone looked at each other , she smiled at me so i knew she was with it. " we'll never disappoint you daddy!" i said looking up to him admiring every inch of him. "you better not fr." he said glaring me in my eyes so i knew he was serious. as he began to pull out his money to pay us i felt something coming up . i ran past him running to the toilet throwing up everywhere, he knocked on the bathroom door "aye baby ill be bac tomorrow, we gon talk some more, ok? Simone got y'all money, ok?" "ok!" i yelled trying to sound ok. once he left Simone walked in the bathroom looking down at me shaking her head, "bitch i told you." she said then picking me up helping me to my feet. "come on we taking a shower" she said pushing my hair behind my ears . we took a shower together, got dressed and cuddled each other in bed talking. usually Simone would cuddle me because of her emotions but tonight i cuddled her nervous about tomorrow. we made plans to go to the clinic to get checked and get me a pregnancy test. "Simone im scared!" i said pulling her closer. " me to" she said quietly. "how was gon take care of a baby if you pregnant Nicki" . we was silent for about 5 minutes until we both blurted out "CHRIS!" laughing.
the next day we got dressed and went to the clinic, we first took a std test that came bac negative. Simone made sure to ask the nurses for extra condoms as i sat waiting for the pregnancy results. "mrs Brown?" a nurse yelled getting my attention. i got up walking over to her , " Anicka Brown?" "yes thats me" i said nervously. she smiled, "i have great news ma'am, the test came bac positive! your 4weeks pregnant." she said as Simone walked up with her mouth wide open from being surprised by the news. she stood beside me with her mouth still open , " im sorry mrs Anicka do you know this young lady? our policy is family only" she said looking at Simone . "oh yes honey shes my sister" Simone said giving her a attitude. " sorry , mrs Anicka heres some numbers to parenting classes, Wic, and other baby things you'll need or need to know, now this paper has answers for you if you decide not to keep the baby" she said then handing me the paperwork. "thank you" i said smiling then walking off.
"what we doin sissy?" Simone said driving bac to the room. " ima tell Chris and let him decide" i said acting like i didn't care but deep down i cared. i wanted to have his baby and be happy with him, we would be so happy! me, Simone and Chris. i jus knew he would be happy so i decided to text him

*text messages*
ME: baby guess what!

CHRIS 😫🥰: wessup baby

ME: im having your baby! we, all three of us, can now be happy and be a family

**message read, sent an hour ago**
i waited and waited for him to text me bac until finally

CHRIS😫🥰: what you mean? ill be there tonight so we can talk!

ME: ok baby i can't wait to see you!

he must have been busy because he didn't end up texting me bac. " Simone i think he happy about it." i said sitting up on the bed. "we'll see Nicki" she said kissing my cheek. after we was picking names and talking about life with a baby a knock came to the door , Simone got up and answered as i walked to the bathroom. "where Nicki?" he said walking in . "bathroom." Simone said watching him walk in, " so you know what's goin on?" she asked walking up behind him. "pretty sure i do! Nicki"he said yelling my name. i walked out the bathroom, " come on baby!" he said grabbing my hips " we gon go get something to eat!" i winked at Simone letting her know i was ok . she jus turned around putting her head down, i can tell she was beginning not to like him.
on the road to Jack in the Box he put his hand on my leg rubbing it up and down my thigh, "baby , we needa talk!" he said gripping my thigh. " i have children already, 3 to be exact! i don't think im ready for another kid , i think you should get an abortion ! your not ready either Nicki, lemme get you and Simone out that hotel room and get y'all on y'all feet then maybe we can try again!" . i sat there in disbelief! i thought he would be happy but he is telling me how he wasn't ready! " Nicki ill pay for it and ill give you extra jus for goin thru with it!" i say there silently. "ok!" i said holding bac my tears not letting him know i was upset "ill make as sure to make an appointment tomorrow!"
we went to get something to eat and made our way bac to the hotel. in the hall way he grabbed me up pushing me up against the wall, then kissing me. " i love you" he said looking in my eyes "really?" "yea, i love you enough im making sure we're good before we have our children! i wanna get married and everything, that's why i wanna take it slow" ! " i understand baby im doin this for us, we can wait" i said jumping in his arms. we went in the room, ate and had sex, he then left after we were done.