Judgemental

and she doesnt even give a damn

"two men shot and killed and one suicided on Washington ave. at 5am this morning. there are no witnesses so far and from the looks of it its a party gone wrong involving the young men ."
thats good i thought in my head listening to the news that was on in the living room. Dave must have opened my door because last night i closed it , now its open. i turned over looking at Simone she was already wake staring back at me. " i love you!" she said trying to pull me closer. i slowly pulled away and got up shutting the door " i love you to." i said , when i turned around and she was sitting up on the bed, " you ok?" i said looking at her. she sat on the bed then held her arms out for me. i made my way over to her and laid infront of her with our knees locking , hugging each other. she pulled me bac away from her looking at me in my eyes, then kissing my lips, then slowly taking my clothes off as i kissed her taking her clothes off too. " Simone." i said stopping her from kissing me . " what are we doing?" i said looking at her in her face. " love me!" she said . "comfort me, hold me, treat me good! your still my best friend and the only mf i trust! love me!" she pleaded. i kissed her , pulling her panties down. she stopped me pulling mine down. i let her , i let her go down on me . i watched her as she licked me like she haven't ate in years. " simmoonnee" i moaned.
Dave must have been high because he busted in the room falling to the ground. " WHAT THE FUC !" i yelled covering us up with the cover. he got up and pulled the blanket off of us. " jus what i like" he said shutting the door . he began to take his clothes off as me and Simone began to put ours on. "Come On My Angles! Daddies Angels! Come Get Big Daddy Dick!" he said walking up to me , punching me in my face, i then hit the ground passing out. next thing i know i wake up with Simone laying beside me naked , knocked out with blood coming out her mouth . "Your Turn Big Girl!" Dave said hopping on top of me forcing himself into me. he went so fast for so long , he went so hard as he pulled my hair smacking my titties. i wanted to kill his ass at this point but what could i do ! he's bigger, stronger and he already has the upper hand. i laid there waiting for him to get done, once he finished he got up walking out and slamming the door behind him. "Simone!" . i said jumping up shaking her . "mmmmm" she moaned turning over opening her eyes . "are you ok?" i asked pulling her up "come on, we're taking a shower." after we took a shower and got dressed we each popped one of the zannies i had from last night.
"im hungry, lets go" Simone said . we pulled up to Dominos and placed a order for pickup, "ok thank you." Simone said hanging up the phone. "here." i said passing her the blunt i rolled while she was on the phone placing the order. we smoked and then she went into Dominos, she came bac out with a pizza, wings, and 2 waters . " im so hungry!" she said stuffing her face with pizza. i grabbed a piece and stuffed my face, this felt good . jus sitting around listening to music , eating!
once we finished eating and chilling we went bac to the house, took our money out the wall and packed a bag. we decided to get a room that night and turn up! "room 355!" said the man licking his lips at us. we then walked up to the room and set our stuff down, " this will be fun" Simone said flopping on the bed. i sat in the chair texting a guy i met on snapchat. "Nicki, Mike and James texted me ! they said they wanna link and jus chill no extra." i sighed because finally i had a night to chill and have fun with the homies. "i told them bring some liquor and weed, no pills." she said sitting up smiling like a kid .
**knock knock**
Simone hopped up opening the door hugging them ,they then walked up to me hugging me. "wessup with yall" Mike said sitting beside me . i put my phone under my thigh as James sat down behind us, " nothing." yall bring a bottle?" i said turning up the music . music is kinda my way of finding peace , escaping reality really. once we were drunk enough James put his hand out reaching for mine, i looked up as Mike made his way to Simone. wow they said they wanted to jus chill! i guess not! Mike came over laying Simone beside me , i laid down while James pulled his self on top of me. they both put 800$ in our purses before having sex with us . while they were doing their thing on top of us Simone grabbed my hand, i looked over and seen her face. she seemed hurt, tired, and bothered. or maybe not , maybe that's how i felt, i was beyond tired of the same bs.
Once they finished i let go of Simones hand , waking her up. fuc it we finna treat these niggas so basic since they lied to us! i rolled out of the bed having Simone follow my lead. "we run they pocket then we gone." i said as i began putting my clothes on. she put her clothes on and made her way to the side Mike was on . she took his whole wallet and waited for me, i slowly walked over to James. he was sound asleep but the only thing that scared me is the fact he slept with his eyes half open. i bent down jus as he turned over to avoid me looking at him while i took his wallet out of his jeans. once i had the wallet in my pocket we grabbed our stuff heading out.
"where yall goin?" i heard a groan behind us! my heart dropped and i kept walking "we going home y'all can keep the room." Simone said causing Mike to fall back asleep. "thank God" i thought in my head as we sped walked to the car. maybe they didn't get up and check because they didn't think we'll get over on them, but we did and it felt good bring 3,212$ in the crib. once we got home Karla ass was up watching tv as Dave was laying between her legs sleep so we snuck back to the room, Simone ran to the bathroom instantly getting in the shower. i putting the money up in our stash. "almost there." i said to myself moving the dresser back infront of the hole. once Simone got out to shower i hopped in and when i got out Simone was in bed. i crawled up beside her , she grabbed me cuddling me " its always us, no one above us" she said in my ear while she was spooning me. "its always us, no one above us" i repeated holding her hands