midnight | seventeen 14th member

ᴍɪᴅɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴏɴғᴇssɪᴏɴs | 1

February 19, 2017
Shanghai, China

Dear Jun,

You guys recently sent me to a therapist, as you guys were worried about my recent behaviour. I can't blame you.

Dr. Seo recommended that I write letters to people I care about but never send them. I'm finally heading her advice and writing the first one to you.

I really, really miss you guys. Mom and Dad's funeral wasn't fun, and I'm still recovering from the crash, and well getting used to having one blind eye.

I hope you guys are all holding up well back in Korea. Joshua texted me the other day and told me that the recent fan sign was a success and many of the fans gave you guys letters for me, and that they're all in our room.

I'm sorry this letter is so messy, my emotions are insane right now. I really wish I could run back to Korea and cuddle with Wonwoo all day, but I need to be here for my family.

Yihao is absolutly destroyed. He's blaming himself for the murder, because he left the front door open when he went to the park. Issac is trying to be there for the both of us, but he's not doing much better. I've spent the last few nights watching the stars while Yihao sleeps against my chest. I haven't slept in awhile, and all I fell is misery and wishing to run back to Korea.

I'm staying here for another week and then I'm leaving. If I could I would leave in an instant, but Yihao and Issac need me. I might take Yihao back with me, seeing as he always cheers up around you guys.

All my love,

Midnight