full of shit

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I'm so full of shit

I keep telling them how great they are and how they deserve to be loved and to desire themselves
before they can love others
I smile at them and wipe their tears away and I give them warm hugs
I give them every good and golden piece of myself

that I never dare to keep to MYSELF

when I speak words that are covered in honey, sweetness, pure goodness

I spit at my own reflection
and shred my mind and soul to pieces
I never dare to hug myself
to wipe my own tears
I keep the poison and every cure that I find
I give to others in a heartbeat of a hummingbird

-g.b.

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