Chapter One - Introducing Me

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June 2011

Stephanie told me I was running late for school, asked where I was. 
I told her I was coming.. but then decided I probably shouldn't call her names, she may not like that, well, not to her face at least.

You see, I don't like Stephanie, she's my step mum, but doesn't understand that SHE'S NOT MY REAL MOTHER. It pisses me off so much, and I just want to go back to living with my real mum but I can't tell Stephanie or my father that because they'd go crazy and stop me from seeing her altogether. 

Anyway.. I'm on my way to school and can not wait to get there, it's the only time I get to socialise, not that I have that many friends, I only have Tails (her real name is Taylor but she hates it so makes everyone call her 'tails') and she is the most popular girl in school, so I get forgotten quite a lot, but it's okay because at least she remembers who I am, right? That's what I like to think anyway.

Well, I love school for many reasons, one of those being it is literally the only time I have to talk to the outside world and communicate, another is I can't wait to get a great job and to get a job that I would love, I need to get a good education, and keep my grades up, so I shall, try at least. The main reason, and most important, is that it takes my mind off everything that happens at home. No one knows anything about what happens at home, because what happens at home, stays at home, right?

Well, now I bet I've gotten you curious about what happens at home, right? Well.. you see.. I am starting to freak out about what goes on, I'm only 11 and my father has started doing weird things to my body, and I don't think that every father does these things. The other day, he put his hand up my shirt and started playing with my nipples, I was confused and just figured I would ignore him, but he never does it when my brothers and sisters are in the room so i think it's something he doesn't want the rest of my family to know. He told me not to say anything to Tails about it, so I haven't.

I still don't know if what dad is doing is normal or not... so I shall just wait and find out. 

*** So everyone.. let me know what you think. (:***

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