Chapter Two - Boys..?

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September 2011

Boys. Why do I want to kiss them? I want to kiss them and hug them. I don't know why I am starting to feel this way. I don't like it, because the boy that I like is really popular and doesn't talk to me often.  The other day, I told one of Tails friends, Angelina, that I liked Justin and she ran over to him and told him. I'm so mad because he isn't allowed to know! But whatever, I don't think that Angelina even really likes me. 

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The other day, when Stephanie was on a work trip,  I got in the shower, and then I heard my dad come in the bathroom and I was confused, normally he'd do that and brush his teeth, but I didn't hear him exit the bathroom, so I thought maybe I just hadn't heard it, and went back to singing. ... Then I felt something touch my back and I got so fucking scared it isn't funny. Father told me not to worry and that he'd wash me, I got super scared because the last time I showered with dad was when I was six.  It was so strange, and I was competely confused as to why he was doing it, so I freaked out and ran out of the shower, while father was yelling at me to come back and shower with him. I don't think that being a dad and showering with his daughter is completely normal... Is it? 
I'm so confused.

My father confuses me, I don't understand what's going on. I don't understand what is running through his head when he does these things. Does Stephanie know? I don't know.

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