my wrist is burning
longing for the cold blade
to travel across my arm
3 years since the last time
my head wants too relapse into the never ending cycle of pain
This longing makes me want to witness the blood pool and dribble down my forearm
in a warm line of deep red
faded lines my eyes see them and its like im in that position all over again
like my wrist has a mind of its own
and im terrified
I used to think that the blade was my best friend. I was wrong.
The BLADE is an enemy trying to control you
trying to trick you
into using it again
