my missed chance

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I never got the chance to say goodbye

I used to pass you in the hall and now

You're gone.

Before you left, we stopped talking,

I broke up with you, even though I was completely in love with you.

You broke me, but I still loved you.

I was bitter toward you, you made me hate everyone

who had the same name

I still loved you, even when you lied to me.

My heart was still with you

I felt like I had to stay away from you

In fear of getting hurt again

But I still loved you.

I regret not saying it, I was scared of those 3 simple words.

Although I never said it, it was true,

I was willing to stay in the relationship if you hurt me,

I wanted you back as soon as I broke it off.

I still loved you, even when my friends said I shouldn't

because it hurt me so much to love you.

I did anyway, I missed you for months, even though my friends

thought it wasn't healthy for me to love you,

I still loved you. I missed my chance to say it,

I missed my chance to say goodbye

I regret it every day. I wish you never hurt me,

I saw it coming but I still loved you

And I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 14, 2020 ⏰

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