so, during my last three years, i made lots of discoveries about myself. i discovered that im [agender?? or genderfluid], bi, and that i have mental issues due to the bullying i faced before, in high school.
those discoveries were so important that now i don't remember how it was before. like my memories from three years before, i feel like they're another person's ones. not me.
it was difficult to tell all of this to my father, but to my relief, he accepted that. he still asks silly questions but really his behavior with me didn't changed so in the end i suppose i'm lucky :-)
i mentionned the fact that im lonely before right? actually back to high school i had friends but they were fake ones... they stabbed me on the back. so i have trust issues with people now, and social anxiety. my only contacts now are virtual ones.
im not complaining of everything that happened to me, i just wanted to talk about it cause talking is hard for me in the "real world".
