Abusing Love

Hanji meets Eren

Another Hanji POV~! Enjoy!

When I get to their apartment, I didn't know what to expect. Maybe Eren packing his stuff, or fighting with Levi.

I didn't expect to see Eren actually dying.

I froze at the sight of the blood cascading down his throat from the cut on his neck. I glance at Levi's face, and my heart breaks at the tears and sobs coming from the usually cold man.

I kneel down beside them both, "We have to get him to the hospital Levi. Come on, let's get him in my truck."

Levi clutches him closer, and doesn't move. "I'm no leaving him!"

I sigh inwardly, "Levi, of course not! But he'll die if we don't get him help! Let's go!" I scream at him, and pick Eren up. I cringe at how light he is in my arms, How is he this light?

After I get them both situated in the backseat, I grab a rag and put it on top of the wound and place Levi's hand over it to try to staunch the bleeding. I get in the driver's seat and take off towards the hospital.

After seeing Eren being rushed into intensive care, I sit beside Levi. His eyes are wide and blank, and I worry about what's going through his mind right now. He probably blames himself for what happened to Eren, and for all I know it probably is. But telling him that isn't what he needs right now. He needs to be comforted.

I pull out my phone and call Mike, "Mike, it's time to call Erwin."

I head over to Levi's new boyfriend's place, where I'm going to have dinner and meet him for the first time. I'm a little apprehensive about this 'brat' Levi calls him. He told me that Eren was the best thing that ever happened to him, and that he truly cared about his feelings and had told him that he loved him. The light was back in Levi's eyes for the first time since the Petra inccident. I thought I would never see him this happy ever again, but that doesn't mean that I think that Eren is everything Levi thinks he is. I'm scared that this Eren person is just using Levi, and that he'll just hurt Levi the same way Petra did. I don't ever want to see Levi like that ever again, so I agreed to meet Eren to judge him for myself.

I pull up at the apartment complex, and head up the stairs to the room he lives in. I knock on the door a couple times, and hear someone loudly making their way to open the door. I'm greeted by none other than Levi.

"Your finally here shitty-glasses. About time, I want to talk to you first before you meet him." He pushes me back and closes the door behind him.

"What do you want Levi? I'm here, so-"

"Shut up and listen. I don't want you asking anything about his past. He's come from a rough childhood, and it's a really sensitive subject for him okay? Anyway, I'm trying to help him forget about everything that happened to him, so I would really like your cooperation on this." He states, looking directly into my eyes.

I gape my mouth open at his words, "What happened Levi? You can't just tell me this and not expect me to just walk in there not knowing!"

He looks away and sighs, "He'll tell you himself when he's ready. It took him awhile to open up to me about it, and it was reall hard fo him when he did. It's his business and it's up to him if he wants to tell you. I'm not going to force him into it either. I want him to be as happy as I am. So don't bother him about it, got it glasses?"

I frown, but nod reluctantly. "Fine Levi, but I 'm not happy about it."

At dinner I was suprised by how happy and friendly this Eren was. He asked me what kind of things I do for a living, and listened to all my intrests and hobbies. I told him about my experiments and Mike, and he iquired occasionally. Levi was quiet for once through my lectures, gazing intently on Eren's reactions. His eyes looking like he was ready for Eren to break down. But not once did Eren stop smiling, and that really surprised me.

After dinner was over and I was getting ready to leave, Eren pulled me into a hug. He said he was glad he got to meet me, and hoped he could meet Mike soon. He wished me luck on my experiments, and left me alone to talk to Levi alone outside the door once more.

"So, what do you think of him?"

I look closely at Levi, "I don't understand you. You are actually caring about this kid, and I saw how you were looking at him at dinner. He was interesting, and I was surprised by his interest in me."

He nods, "He was nervous about making a good impression on you before you arrived. I told him to just act normal, and you would like him."

His eyes narrow at me, "So what's your impression of him? Do you like him?"

I look at him in shock, he's asking for my opinion?

"Well...I think he's really kind and an upbeat person. I think he'll be good for you, but I'm still a little worried Levi. I don't want you to get hurt again."

He sighs loudly, "Will you stop worrying about me already?"

"Actually...I'm worried that I'll be the one hurting him instead Hanji. He makes me so happy, but sometimes he'll get so sad and I don't know how to make him as happy as he makes me. I'm afraid that I'll accidently hurt him. But I can't let him go, I've fallen so hard for this brat Hanji."

I pull him close and hold him, "I won't let you hurt him Levi. If you really want a relationship with him, then go ahead."

He smiles, "Thanks Hanji."

I lean against Levi, and pull him close. He doesn't respond to the touch, but after a few minuets he lays his head on my shoulder.

"You promised you wouldn't let me hurt him...You promised..." He says, and my chests constricts at his words.

I did promise, and I broke that promise.

Wow, my brain is really getting muddled. but I did a little backstory, and Erwin appearance next~! next chapter will be a Levi POV again, but after that it sould be back to Eren and another backstory with it! Thanks for reading, and I'll post as soon as possible!