Please {e.k} xreader (ON HOLD)

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You were walking down the street, hand and hand, with Eddie. You were walking to a new diner in town called "50's". It was a hangout for teenagers who want to- almost completely-transfer back into the 50's time period.

"God do you ever let go of her? You're like a leach!" You heard a familiar voice a screech. You turned to see Richie Tozier in all his glory- alongside another male whom you'd only seen in the hallways at school. He kept his head down and never made eye contact with anyone.

"Shut it, Richie. I don't have time for your stupid banter. Who the hell is this guy?" Eddies voice cracked, he had only just hit puberty at almost fifteen.

"This is Dylan Williams. Why? You like him? Wanna switch, I can have y/n all to myself and you can love on Dylan." Richie teased.

"I'm not fucking gay. Beep Beep Richie," Eddie snarled back and snuck an arm around your waist.

"Hey i was just saying!" Richie shouted in defeat. All the while, Dylan was walking, cheeks flushed a rosey red and his fingers twiddling each other.

"Look if was gay, I wouldn't be dating y/n. So just sh-shut up!" Eddie snapped while slightly stuttering.

"Damn, I didn't know i cut a vein," Richie muttered. You looked over at Eddie and saw he was very irritated and slightly uncomfortable.

"Hey, baby," you almost cooed to Eddie to get his attention, "you alright?" His head snapped towards you and his eyes softened.

"Yeah, love, m'alright. Just don't like it when people talk about you. You're mine, right?" Eddie was always scared about you not being his, that someday you were going to leave him.

"I'm yours. I have been and i always will be," you giggled while leaning your head on him shoulder for a second.

"God i'm so lucky to have you," Eddie smiled down and you. You saw his freckled covered nose scrunch up and your heard did flips. You saw his perfect smile and his hair flop towards his forehead a little.

Please don't leave.

That's all you could think about. Having Eddie in your life had changed you for the better- and you would trade that for the world.

"Hey, lovers, can you stop being all cute and shit and come talk to us? It's getting quite boring back here."

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Question: do you guys like it when i respond to your comments? i try to be active with you guys but if you don't like it i can stop aha.

Question: do you like these flashback chapters? i'm just trying to give you more "Mine" chapters and like scenes since i was 11 when i wrote it and didn't think about that dldndj. i can just write the regular plot if not.

Question: if you do like these chapters how often should i post them? (every other chapter, every 3rd chapter, every 4th chapter, etc)?

also.

IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING LIKE TWO WEEKS TO UPDATE!! if you care to hear about my life a little- read on- if not just skip •_• JUST PLEASE DONT PITTY ME IM JUST INFORMING AND ALSO RANTING I LOVE YOU ALL :))

so i've been diagnosed with anxiety and if you know anything about it- or have it you know that it sucks. my anxiety stops me from doing a lot in the fear of failing or disappointing others.

i've been slacking on my schoolwork. while on still being in the 8th grade i'm taking high school classes and saying i'm stressed is an understatement.

i've been wanting to write, i love writing, but i've been dealing with school, friends, and some new family issues that are pretty- crazy.

i'm not allowed to talk to my friends about what's going on so my head is basically spinning all the time with thoughts and worries. i've been having daily panic attacks and i'm about to be failing my math and spanish class.

on top of all that my best friend is moving to Hawaii and my last day being with her was today (10.6.19). i've been sad for so long because of that.

i think i'm going a little bit crazy, and i think im becoming depressed not gonna lie (mental illness runs in my family so it's not unlikely) i just needed some time to be myself and do my work.

i feel terrible for just leaving you hanging like that. but i really hope you understand where i'm coming from.

thank you if you read this, thank you if you want to help, thank you even if you didn't read this for just supporting me through reading my books.

i love you so so much.

Chapter 5 coming- to be determined