Please {e.k} xreader (ON HOLD)

end of an era

the title is a little dramatic but it's how i feel.

my heart is breaking right now. not only do i feel like i'm letting thousands of amazing people down- but i'm getting rid of something so special to me.

i've been thinking about this since i finished "mine". "mine" became pretty popular and i'm so happy about that! but about halfway through that book i lost my passion for it.

i really shouldn't have started "please" i know that. i just thought that since everyone else wanted it i should want it too- but i didnt. i never even wanted to finish "mine". this sounds terrible but it's true.

i mean it's been almost four years and i've finished 1 and 1/3 of a wattpad book series. that kinda gives it away.

i started this series when i was 11, i'm almost 15 now. i'm still young but i really don't feel this anymore. i love writing, reading, and responding to the funny and wonderful comments and dms i get all the time. it's so wonderful to know that you guys love what i've done. i just dont.

i'm not really in the fandom anymore. i mean i keep up with jack, wyatt, and jaeden. i watch videos if i stumble across them and i watch the movie sometimes too. IT is still my second favorite movie ever but it's not a fandom im in very much. i don't think fanfiction books are for me anymore.

i still read fics but they are more like one shots or a one shot series on tumblr or something.

basically what i'm saying is i'm done with this series. i could write another chapter just explaining what the book was supossed to be. how it ends, who dies, who gets together, etc. if that's what you want. but it won't be a story chapter.

maybe i'll come back every once in awhile if i feel like it but i haven't felt like it in months. this feels more like an obligation now than something i like to do.

i'll still respond to comments and dms! i love them and they make me so happy.

i'm writing an actual book though. like not fanfiction, not an x reader. it's an lgbt book made straight from my head. maybe it could get out there one day. who knows?

i love you all. and i'm so sorry. please keep commenting and dming me. i love to talk.