Tears they fall and I don't know why
These moods I'm in just make me cry
The anger, rage, just all comes out
For no other reason I just scream and shout
Fine one minute, the next I'm breaking
I'm tired of putting on these smiles I'm faking
Doesn't anyone see the pain that I'm in
Why can't someone save me from within
My world is crumbling, fallen at my feet
While I struggle to keep from accepting defeat
I bottle it up just to appear strong
While deep inside I've been weak all along
I can't keep holding on for a hope of tomorrow
When it just keeps bringing my heart more sorrow
So I sit here crying, pathetic, and a mess
Afraid of showing others the emotions I suppress
Afraid they will judge me, belittle what I feel
So I spend my nights alone, trying to ignore it, trying to deal
I don't know who I am anymore, thoughts run deep
My bottled emotions form in nightmares as I try to sleep
I wish I could tell someone and bare what I feel
Who'd still be there to accept me and all I'd reveal
So on my own I handle things
negative comments pull at my strings
raw nerves and open cuts
The smallest remark can drive me nuts
In this nightmare I often drown
Every time I have a breakdown
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Tear Stained Cheeks And Bloodshot Eyes
PuisiThe angel lost her grace, As mascara ran down her face. She forgot love, remembered hate. She no longer had her faith. With tear stained cheeks, Through bloodshot eyes, She saw only pain and suffering. Love, she couldn't conquer. As the blue sky fad...
