The same night Jimin decided to eat ramen with me on a convenience store. With both of us sitting by the window while eating Ramen I can't help but smile
I can't believe that a fuckboy like him can be this subtle and caring
"I love you" I say while looking at him, I plop my elbows at the table and rest my chin on my palms, He stops eating for a second smiling with those cresent eyes before replying
"sorry, but I don't love you" he says and continues to eat.
I look back with a fond feeling, reflecting of what I feel now compared to earlier had a big turn just because of him"You still remember that?" I chuckle while eating my own bowl as Slowly and delicately As I can ever try to eat.
He looks at me in the eyes, "tell me a reason to forget" he says while focusing on me, I remove my gaze from him and might as well put on my poker face
And as Taehyung said "I'm not anyone's priority so why not?" with a sly expression I shrug my shoulders and stare at the huge glass window before us, Jimin scoots more closer and takes my hand cautiously in his
Hokage moves 101
"A beautiful girl like you deserves the world, but the world doesn't deserve you" he says assuringly to me, so does he only value the pretty babes and see dirt in rubbish looking girls like me
"I'm not beautiful, I don't deserve anything" saying those own words to myself somehow made me realize that I really am worthless and trash
Tears again started to build up in my eyes, he leans closer and wipe them before they could drop to the ground "even your tears are priceless, don't waste diamonds for hoes alright?" He chuckles slightly while cupping my cheek
"I see myself in you, I know you're having a hard time but please don't hurt your self from your expectations" Jimin grins before standing up with my hand enlaced with his
"it's late, I'll take you home" he says with a charming formulation, I gulp when Taehyung's face pops up in my head. Shit we live in the same time and no one can know about what we have.
I stutter "I...umm.." he reads my bothered expression as he smiles throughout "it's fine, youlu can sleep at my house for today" whut? did I just hear that right?
Sleep at his house
I start to tap my ear and shake my head, that is somehow impossible to be honest. Like God damn why would a god like him invite garbage in his house
Jimin laughs oh so suddenly, "I won't touch you, I promise" he says before grabbing my arm and pulling me outside and when we do I flinch from the harsh wind
"Heol, come on I'll carry you" Jimin turns his back on me while crouching down, a piggy back ride? Should I?
My inner demon: hoe just hurry up
And so I settle my legs between him and lean against his firm back, he places a hand on my thighs and stands up. He starts to walk making me grin in secret
He smells so good, I think while picking up his lovely fragrance, I know this is a cliché thing but I never knew it could be this endearing
Especially with a man like him
"You could be such a sweetheart" I say as I wrap my arms around his neck, I hear him chuckle slightly
"Oh well, all princess needs a prince charming doesn't she?" Oh God he is such a gentleman, I don't reply but simply lean closer and rest my head on his back
what a day
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And when we arrive home I stare at it in awe. Jimin is living his life in luxury mansion men, everything looks golden and all shit here.
Even the floors are shining, the windows are more clear than my future, Jimin taps my shoulder and hands me a pair of manly clothes
supposingly his
"Here, you could sleep at the bedroom next to mine, come on I'll show you the way" he says placing a hand on my shoulder, I nod tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear shyly
The house was dead silent making me wonder where his parents are, probrably on a business trip if so.
He opens the door to the room and everything was pure blue and sparkling from gold, "I'll be next door if you need something, Goodnight" he smiles before closing the door
I open the door to the bathroom and look around, how I wish my life was like this, so clean, beautiful, and complete of this household makes me envious of how parallel our worlds are
We really aren't meant to be
I open the shower and feel the cold water rushing through my body, who knew there's still someone who chooses to stay with me after knowing about my trashy individuality
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After a quick bath I went outside to look for Jimin, the moment I opened the door there he was already running towards me with a scared face, he grabs my arm pulling me towards him and covers my mouth using his arms
Oh shit, is he gonna rape me
I squirm from his hold but instead it was Jimin who was panicking more, placing a hand on his index finger he speaks
"sush shush shush. you need to hide" he says making me forcefully pull away and question him "why?"
his eyes randomly roam around the place in fear, what the hell is happening?!
And his next words scared me to death making me run for my whole life not thinking of anything else but my life and dignity
"Taehyung's here"
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Btw happiest day to my love park Jiminie! Thank you for being my sunshine and angel. Thank you for letting your cute smile and whole self remove the sadness and pressures of life on me
You're my happy pill, daily dose and first and last love. I wish you happiness and everlasting shortness just kidding. Ily
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Ephemeral | dahmin
FanfictionDespite the countless "Let's put an end to this now" In the end, I can not end it I can not let you go