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"I'm tired of hiding" I breathe out as me and Jungkook walk side by side at school again, the day after that encounter with Jimin made me uncomfortable
"we're sorry for like poking unto both your business but the rest of the gang knows now, that you and Jimin are like a thing but I still couldn't explain about us...they wouldn't understand anyway" he says with a frown, nodding his head while starting to talk to himself
I sigh "I made things worse Jungkook" we both hault in our steps and he looks at me wierdly "what do you mean?" I turn my heel to face him
"our engagement is spreading like a rumor and he asked me if it was true-" and that asshole cuts me off "you confessed, that's good-"
"I lied" he facepalms and groans giving me the sign 'you stupid ignorant pig' he ain't lying about that though, I stepped in without thinking
he looks at me like I was to be in pitty "that was your only chance you dummy, why did you lie?!" he grabs a fistful of his hair, a simple pout lets out from me
"if I ever said that things will get more complicated, I'm doing this to not hurt his feelings"
"what about your feelings?" I raise my head up to glance at him, tears glisten in my eyes as he smiles at me in a calm way "remember you're hurting two hearts not one"
"I don't want to hurt them" I defend with a small guilty voice "but you already are, lying to Jimin while neglecting Taehyung? you need to fix this dahyunie please" he pleads
"you can't love Jimin forever, he'll leave you"
speaking of that heart
"Jungkook" infront of us stands his other friends without Jimin oddly, I crane my neck to observe the scene the same time a tear drops from my eye, the one in the middle squints his eyes in surprise
quickly I wipe it to catch Taehyung's eyes, the other's following the direction of my stare. I push Jungkook towards them "see you later" and I run away as fast as I can from them
with a hand on my chest I try to lessen the palpitation causing suffocation on me, more tears gush down from my eyes
"you can't love Jimin forever, he'll leave you"
"omo" my body hits big melons making me stumble slightly and cover my face using my hair "I'm sorry" I try to leave when the said someone grabs my arm and removes my hair from my face
"Dahyun? it's me unnie" she says with a smile as she wipes my tears away, sobbing my feelings to it's fullest she hugs me like a real sister
she holds me delicately in her arms "Jihyo unnie I feel sad" she pulls away for us to go to a more secluded place, she holds my hand and faces me
"lovelife?" I nod
"let me guess, Tzuyu's fiancé?" I widen my eyes at her getting all confused "h-how" she embraces me again
"I'm your unnie, I'm always here"
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after school I wait for Jungkook by the school gate when someone bumps into me, the person drops somethings making me pick them up and hand it to the person
I look at him and notice that it was one of Jimin's friend, Hoseok was it "h-here-" I widen my eyes when I see him grab it from me rudely while rolling his eyes and leave from my sight
What's with him
"Dahyunie!" I turn to see Jungkook right towards me with a smile, once he does he hands me a piece of paper
"Jimin told me to give this to you" he says while hugging himself, I forgot it's freezing cold
"let's walk to your home" he grabs me by the wrist and starts to walk "but you're shivering" I argue with him and he shakes his head "I want to have a deep conversation with you"
deep conversation what does that mean?
shrugging, I open the piece of paper and read it, I like his writtings though
i'm sorry but I won't get to drown you with attention this whole week, Tzuyu that witch's parents are suspecting me of something and will keep an eye on me until they go back to Taiwan
I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you when it's over
I smile and come closer to kookie, it's cold but I like the moment "do you want to be an idol as well?" I bring up and he nods
"actually we all do, even Tae does. he actually has a good voice" he says
"how about you" with a hesitant smile I nod at him "actually I've been thinking about auditioning at JYP but I'm just not so sure.." I say slightly nervous "please keep it a secret" I plead and he smiles
"I will"
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it was a cold night when I decided to sneek outside, wearing a warm coat I walk outside all by myself
if I had told him the truth would it make things better or worse?
it's too late now
Jimin helped me much with my dancing and some parts in rapping sometimes singing as well, but am I sure I can turn my back on this kind of life?
I'll earn many money
my dignity in exchange of fame
Am I really up for that?
I arrive by a park to see someone sitting at the table while drinking coffee? is he out of his freaking mind? I instantly approach him placing a hand on his shoulder and-
"Yoongi?" He turns to look at me and smile, patting the space beside him I occupy it and look at him, he's writting something "what are you up to, and why here?"
he shows me a part of what he was writting
Fuck you give me the money?
?
"I'm writing lyrics, a perfect place for my mood" I fall silent as I play with my fingers, staring at him as he sips on his coffee
"Ryujin" and he chokes on his coffee before giving me a startled look, leaning closer to whisper "how did you know about that?"
"Jungkook told me" I pout while elbowing the table, the cold was suddenly turning hot well for me though "could it be that she used Jimin for Hoseok?" I ask trying to confirm my theory and he sighs
"you're right"
"we almost broke apart just because of her, she was toxic and no good but we still let her because he loved her so bad. she used Jimin so she and Hobi could practice at the studio" he frowns while halting on what he was doing
"he broke himself because of her and she was happy with that"
"and let's just say he and Hobi had a dark past with her, but don't worry we all like you.." and I laugh to cut him off
