JANE:Heal Me 💔

Tension

Jane's pov

W- What are you talking about?I stammered.

I don't remember mentioning Gideons' name, or did I?
My goodness today is just not my day, how could I have lost control like that?I know for fact now that Ben Franklin brings out the worst in me.

I'm Jane Moore,I shouldn't feel pain,I shouldn't care about anything or anybody, especially a guy I just met.I'm so stupid, haven't I learnt my lesson from Gideon?I'm so pathetic but am done.

I don't know what you are talking about Ben,I stated blankly.I turned swiftly, heading into the kitchen to pack up leftovers.

No!No! No! Jane,you aren't going to push me out again!I thought we just made progress!

I tensed up not looking back, thinking about how I would get myself out of explaining myself.

I'm not pushing you out Ben,I just don't want to discuss my life with you Ben,I stated bluntly.

Oh I see,I know what you are trying to do Jane but we are in this together,I'll wait until you're ready to talk to me.

I could practically hear the stiffness in his voice.He's going to wait?That tactics as never failed me before,he was suppose to stay away from me and not wait!

I walked away as fast as my legs could carry me without looking back at Ben.

I started grabbing different things as I heard him walk by,heading towards our room, probably to shower.

Releasing the breath I was holding and cleaned up,heading towards our room I walked in on tugging his boxers- no scratch that -man's brief on with his towel still around his waist.Great, just great now we'll be awkward around each other for the rest of day as if things were not tensed up enough.

He jerked upright and stared at me,then he continue pulling up is short without looking away and-and-and it was hot.

Ok now,I can mark off awkwardness and fill up that space with tension,sexual tension.

He turned away from me with his broad back to me,I wonder how a man that stay behind a desk all day could look that fit.

I don't think about Ben but I'm ready to involve sex in this marriage...Ugh...I 'm not even sure he wants me that way.I shouldn't get my hopes up.

Ben,I left you some food,so you should probably go eat before it gets cold.

Ok, thanks Jane.He turned around tugging off the towel swiftly, standing there in his shirt and brief.Is he dressing or giving a strip show but doing it the other way around,cause I know strippers are suppose to get there clothes off and not on!

I need to get out of this room before I combust from the heat pooling in my tummy.

You're welcome.

I walked out,out of the room,out the front door and went on a walk by beach side with ladies walking around rubbing there sexy, hour glass and model like shape in my face,reminding me of my own tall and fat body,though I love my body,I doubt if Ben likes it.

Sighing

I turned around and traced my step back home ready to spend the rest of this honeymoon sexually tortured but on the brighter side now I know I still have a sex drive at least for Ben Franklin.

I walked through the front door to see my husband on the phone.

I will call you later Maddie,I heard Ben from the doorway.

Ugh, slutty Maddie calling my husband on our honeymoon.

Where did you go?

I went on walk.

Did you like plantain fritata?

The what?

The breakfast you ate Ben.

Oh,so that's what you call it.

It was delicious Jane,I really enjoyed the meal.Thank you.

Welcome,I muttered, trying not to smile.

I headed into the room thinking about how I would strive through this honeymoon without getting any.