Mother always loved her dolls, their silky hair and glossy glass eyes are just so beautiful, her eyes only for them. They have the perfect body, nothing too much or less, I wish to be as perfect as them. No flaws or imperfections, I wonder if anyone else feels the same, wishing to be perfect as them but knowing that won't come true. I just have to try, soon learning how to dress like them and shaping myself to be them. Going as far as to steal my mother's makeup and the dolls' dresses, is this ok? Is it normal to act this way for a child? I don't feel complete. I need to remove more until I'm a bone. I show my mother my custom dress I made, the stitching that puts it together may be off like are relationship but seeing her eyes on me is all I ever wanted. She is working on a new dress for one of her customers, I begged her to look but only resulted in a glace. Am I selfish for wishing for another second or more, it was too quick like the winter in our city, I feel like the pollution that stays above in the city, it hurts and does nothing useful. Am I too young to understand these feelings, why does it hurt? Maybe that's my stomach pleading or my body wanting to stop.
This is beauty right?
Remember you are beautiful the way you are <33
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Legends and Tales
FantasySimple short stories. These stories have different events around this world I made, there's different Islands and characters to read from, a huge mixed bag. I know some stories are all over the place going from one character to the next. Some charac...
