Next Solo (A One Direction Love Story)

Chapter 8. Soft skin

Louis' P.O.V

Our lips fit together perfectly, like hers were made to be touched by mine and mine for hers. I tangled my hand into hers and her arms went around my shoulders. It was just the sweetest kiss I've ever had. I pressed my body closer to her my arm went up to feel her stomach. I lifted up her shirt, still with my lips still pressed against hers. My hands wandered inside her shirt, just caressing her stomach at first. Then I pull away to look at her face. As she beaks away her eyes are still closed and she lets out the slightest moan and I smile looking at her. Right at that moment it was all that I could wish for.

I pressed her close to me grasping her waist, and as I looked into her eyes, giving her a mischievous smile. Then a picture appears in my mind as I close my eyes. Eleanor. I love Eleanor. I open my eyes wide and taking a look at Rose, it hit me like a pile of bricks. I've just cheated on my 1 year girlfriend, the one I love so much. I push Rose away looking at her with disgust on my face. This girl Rose means nothing, she's got nothing. Not looks, not anything. Compared to Eleanor she's nothing. I get up and walk out of her room rushing down to the lobby, where the boys are probably waiting for me.

Rose's P.O.V

Something inside me just dropped, like I've lost something important and it hurts. Hurts someone's just punched me in the guts and it hurts. My heart feels empty and that hurts too. The hot tears just stream start to stream down my cheeks, violently and I don't try to stop them. I can't. I want to scream and shout and as I try nothing comes out, but a choked up sob. How could this happen to me again? I don't deserve it do I? I had no friends, no family and the boy I've been fangirling over for 3 years just kissed than he ran away disgusted. Why did this have to happen? I love Louis but now I've probably just made him hate me. The only thing I have now is music and I'm pretty sure I'm gunna lose that as well. After all I didn't deserve to be happy, happiness just didn't come to people like me.

Zayn's P.O.V

The screams of the girls erupted as we turn to leave. We just announced that we'll be starting the eliminations from next week and it'll be televised, so they'll have to practice their songs. "Louis, you sure aren't you're cheery self today, anything wrong? " Liam asks, with concern painted on his face. "Yeah mate, I'm absolutely fine" he smiles waving Liam away. "I'm excited for next week can't wait!" I exclaim to the boys pumping a fist in the air. It was true, I was very excited. Our first show, and the first time we'll get to see a lot of our beautiful talented fans. "Yeah, it'll be awesome" I walk into my suite, avoiding the screaming girls, trying to squirm their way into my room. Yeah, like I'd ever let that happen.

I don't know why but today just was one of those days that were just ... ugh. I felt tired and worn out, like I've just ran up and down a flight of stairs. I heave in a sigh and walk towards the window, slipping out of my shirt. I took the box of cigarettes out of my drawer and took one out as I held it up to light it. As soon as I took in a puff, I felt more relieved like the worries and pain was washed right out of me. I took a drag after another. It always helped to just forget everything and sit back. Forgetting the screaming fans, the paparazzi, the rumours. I miss the life I had before although I love the fans, well most of the fans that is. Especially with this show we're starting I mean it's exciting but also just literally living with these people it's exhausting, they treat me like some sort of freaking god. Well, of course there are the usual contestants that hate the mere sent of us but are clearly just doing it for the singing, nothing more.

I step on the last bit of cigarette crushing the tiny trace of orange flame as I crush it beneath my feet. I walk down the hall, hoping all of them were asleep by now, it'd be easy to just sneak out now. As I take a step outside, the cold wind hits against my face and it feels almost as if the wind is passing through me, but leaving every trace of it's existence behind. I let out a shaky breathe as I put my hood on, hoping none of the passer-by's notice me. The nearest park from our hotel would be Clockwork park.

I walk past a sign that reads "Clockwork Park" and a white wooden bench is placed right next to it. I take a seat on the cold wooden surface, reaching into the pockets of my sweater for my notebook and pen. "Ah" I mumble quietly to myself. I start to write, whatever that comes to mind and I've always liked doing it. It was fun. It is quiet peculiar that a guy like me was into this stuff but that was just who I was. I liked to write. I hear the slightest shuffling of shoes and I quickly whip my hear around. Y eyes rest on a figure wearing the darkest coloured sweater, with the hood pulled o and the moonlight reflecting on her hair. Definitely a girl. She stood facing me, not moving at all and just staying still. "Hey" I finally manage to choke out "Hi" she says with a wave of her hand. "Mind if I sit?" I shake my head and gesture to a spot beside me.

"So, what're you doing out here alone at night?" She asks raising her head towards the dark blue sky. "I might just ask you the same" I give her a smirk "well I asked first" she said returning a smirk or her own. "Well, it's good ya know, just to get away from the hype of everything, it's way too overwhelming and this is just calming " I grip my notebook harder, and my nails dig into the smooth plastic cover leaving a mark. "I came here because I just like taking a walk every time something starts to bother me" she says, turning back to face the sky. "Oh" a moment of silence passes by between us. My gaze is still rested on her, while she looks at the sky with such concentration like there's a math problem written on it and she's trying to solve it in her head. Her eyes reflect the silver glow of the moon, and it's somehow familiar. Like, I know her. Finally she moves again to take of her hood. "Rose" She gives me a smile and it's her the girl from that audition, her smile is still the same as that day and I see her back on the stage singing and strumming the guitar and just smiling at the crowd, sweeping everyone off their feet with her sweet melodious voice. "I'm surprised you recognize me" I laugh at that, who wouldn't really? She had one of the best auditions, she had true talent and everyone knew it. "Well you were amazing" She smiled and her eyes rested on my notebook "What's that?" I blush, not wanting to show anyone my notebook where I write all my silly poetry but she just caught me off guard. "It's nothing!" She starts to giggle as she reaches for my hand and the I struggle to keep her away. "No!" She grabs the notebook and yanks it out of my grip "Stop!" She laughs and starts to read. Her face softens as she starts to smile. "Wow, this is amazing! You wrote it?" She says in astonishment and I know what she's thinking, that a guy like me was the poetic type. My cheeks burn as I try to hide my smile. "This is amazing Zayn" I grab the notebook out of her hands. "Th-Thanks" I stutter, not wanting to look at her. " I mean it" She says trying to meet my eyes and I look down at her and her face lights up as our eyes meet. I smile looking into her chocolate brown eyes glowing with a touch of silver and my hands cup her cold face. As my warm hands connect to her stone cold skin, she lets shivers closing her eyes for a brief second. And when she opens her eyes, she stops. My eyes wander over her face. And with my thumb I slightly touch her lips. And before I can think of what I'm doing I lean in to meet her lips. The sweetest taste enter my mouth as she kisses back. I put my arms around her, protecting her from the cold night and sheltering her in my arms. It was just what I needed, what I wanted.

A/N

Haaaaay! So I know things are like cray cray like glen coco cray and she kissed 2/5 in one night ok wooh lucky girl she is but there's gunna be drama in the next chappi or atleast I think and please leave a comment about what u think? I appreciate it . Thanks to @Chloedamusiclover for her I updated :D go read her fanfic AMAZING I TELL YA

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-Rain