School Of The Unsolved

This Is Still School

This was school.

Even after the craziness of the first day, this was still just school. That's exactly how it was for the first two weeks. School. I hated school but at least things weren't as bad as the first day. I had now been positive that things couldn't get worse. The only thing that was actually wrong was how tired I really was. School was making me exhausted and I was pretty sure it showed.

Ever since what happened with Blair and my roommate Dean things weren't the same. It seemed like Blair had gotten worse than before. She didn't talk to me at all anymore. She didn't talk to anyone. It's like she was now completely broken. All I wanted to know was why.

It had seemed like I had missed so much. So much that nobody even dared to tell me. I had felt like I would never know. Some part of me didn't want to know. I would like to stay oblivious to somethings but I just couldn't ignore this.it had been so prominent in my life that ignoring it would just be stupid. My sisters couldn't stand each other and Blair had been losing herself. All over something I didn't even know about. I couldn't stand it.

It had been mentally frustrating. I couldn't do anything about something I had no clue about. Even if I did want to do something I knew Blair wouldn't allow me to do that. She wasn't ever going to let it out.

It was like what had happened was controlling her. It was all she cared about. All she thought about. It was everything to her. The girl hadn't cared about anything that much since we were kids and she got obsessed over the "monsters" we had under our beds. But now we were grown. Blair out of all people knew that.

I hadn't known how long I had been lying under the covers in this awfully comfortable bed. Earlier I had been trying to get some shut-eye but now I had completely given up. I had just been here thinking.

"We have dinner," said Dean as I felt a hand touch my still body. I had completely lost track of time. I quickly jumped up from my bed and my eyes fell on the boy who had completely well dressed. He seems like he cared about his appearance. That was one thing we had in common. There was only one big difference and that was the fact that he actually looked good and I looked like a trainwreck.

The boy giggled as I accepted my fate. One night of looking bad wouldn't really hurt. Right?

"you can come with me," he said as he grabbed his perfectly ironed jacket. I had instantly known what he met. He knew I would sit alone because of Blairs change. I felt thankful that somebody was nice enough to do that. It also made me wonder what Blair had to do to make him so cold to her. I didn't want to think too long about him and decided to just go.

I walked beside the boy as we headed towards the dining room. The room was very different from the lunchroom. The dining room was twice the size of the lunchroom and was filled with large connected tables.

The moment I reached the dining room I instantly went towards the food. I didn't want to waste any time. In fact, I just wanted to get this over with. I would much rather be in my bed thinking than being here with all these people.

I walked back to the large table the moment I finally got all of my food. My eyes fell on Dean who had been playing with his food looking totally bored. I walked over to the boy and took a seat. I began to eat quietly next to the boy. I had been totally bored.

Time had been passing slowly. I had already finished my food and I had been no longer willing to use in this chair and watch people have fun.

I got up from the chair and headed straight out of the room. I had a feeling that I needed to check my stuff so that was exactly what I was going to do. I got closer to my locker anticipating My feeling to be wrong.

My hand's on the lock and I began opening it. As if on cue a white envelope fell right out of my locker. I had bee. Somewhat surprised my feeling had been right. I had always been right. Well, most of the time.

I picked up the envelope and opened it. A pink flower was the first thing my eyes fell on. A letter.

" I feel like something's going to happen -Blair" I whispered as the words strike fear in my heart. That was something I hadn't heard her say in a long time. Now that she said it I knew something was coming. There was no other excuse.

"what's that?" Questioned a familiar voice from behind me. I quickly turned the letter away from the boy.

"nothing Dean," I said as I began walking down the hall. He was looking at me hard and I knew he wasn't going to give up that easily. The boy followed closely behind almost as if he could feel the fear I felt in my heart.

I walked down the hall quickly. I was trying to find Blair and get Dean to give up at the same time but the truth was things weren't looking too good.

I turned around angrily. Dean had continued asking questions and I would no longer stand it.

"can you-" I stopped the moment my eyes fell on Blair behind him. She was mad. She looked at both of us and turned around and began walking down the hallway.

I turned back to Dean who looked more than confused.

After all of this, I had a feeling that this was just the beginning.