School Of The Unsolved

Can You Just Trust Me?

Now I had been done. How could she be mad at me for something she just decided to not fill me in on. The truth was she had no reason to be mad and know she was just letting her emotions take over her. That was definitely not very like her. at this point, I didn't even care. I was done.

I stormed away from the boy who now knew not to follow. I had wished he had done that before Blair had gotten mad at me over it.

It was too late now.

I quickly began to follow after the girl who didn't want to even look back at me. For someone who felt like something was wrong, she definitely didn't know how to put it first. Now I had been mad. We were both mad. Things could only get worse from here. I moved faster trying to catch up to the girl who had been obviously picking up her speed.

I wished that she could have just been herself. I wished she never changed. Growing up she was never emotional but now that was all that controlled her. I was pretty sure she was now completely gone. I couldn't change that.

I wanted to give up. The facts were laid out right in front of me. This wasn't my business at all. I had nothing to do with her situation, in fact, I couldn't even know what her situation was. I didn't want to know anymore. All I wanted was for her to go back to how she used to be. I knew this wasn't going to happen. I knew I had to follow the girl. I knew I couldn't just give up. These weren't even my problems but I did know I couldn't just run away from them. That wouldn't do any good.

"what's wrong with you?" I yelled as the girl continued down the hall. I knew it wasn't the best choice is words but it did represent exactly how I felt at the moment. Confused and angry. I didn't feel the need to be nice to her. Especially since she had just gotten mad over me being in the same vicinity as Dean who I had no clue about. I didn't know if they were a thing, if they were together, anything. I had known nothing about this boy and he had already been half of my problems. I didn't even like him!!

That didn't matter to Blair. Nothing mattered to her. I was pretty sure she didn't care about anything at this point.

I sighed as I began running towards the girl. I knew it would be my most physical activity for the whole year. I was lucky I had a fast metabolism without it I would definitely not look like how I did now. Sweat began to gather up on my forehead and only then did I realized how lucky Blair was to be my sister. I wouldn't do this for everybody.

My hand finally fell on her shoulder. She stopped knowing that there was nowhere else to go. She couldn't run anymore. She had to confront me. If she had a problem she needed to say it.

"I don't even know you anymore," I said to her as I shook my head. I definitely wanted it to leave an impact like the movies and what better to say then? that.

There was also truth in my statement. I really had no longer knew the girl like I used to. She didn't act the same and it was obvious she didn't feel the same. everything about her was wrong.

The girl smiled at me "you don't even know the half of it, Mr. Sunshine" she said as she began to turn around and walk back down the hall "you should feel lucky".

I wondered if she thought she was making things any better. She wasn't helping. Nor was she telling me. What was I supposed to do? How was I supposed to feel? How do I react to something I didn't comprehend? I had been completely lost at this point. Did she want me to just empathize with her without knowing anything?

All I knew was that that wasn't going to happen. I wasn't going to go through all of that for someone who didn't even care about me. Someone who acted like they didn't care. Someone who didn't even trust me. As far as I was concerned I didn't know her anymore and I didn't want to know her anymore. I was fine with how things had been. I didn't want to think. I don't want to worry and I didn't want to care. I wanted nothing to do with the girl anymore. I didn't care how she felt or how she acted. She could've just told me the truth. It really wasn't that hard.

"why can't you just trust me!!??" I yelled from behind her. That was all I wanted to know. Growing up she told me everything. Why was now different? Blair stopped in her tracks as if she was thinking but I knew she wasn't. I knew no matter what she was focused on never trusting anyone. Now all I wanted was for her to say it.

"just say it!!" I shouted as I began to walk towards her once again. This must-have brought her out of her trance-like phase because she immediately began walking forward.

I continued trying to push the information out of her. Even though I could tell by the look on her face she wasn't budging I wasn't going to stop. I needed the answer.

I kept pushing until we both finally came to a door. She had been completely ignoring me and the sight of this door. She pushed through and a cold air hit both of us as if breaking us out of our intentions. Our eyes fell on one familiar face. Well to me.

But I could tell by the anger on Blair's face that to her there was two familiar faces.