Im His Secret

Chapter 6

Eto na dahil sa nationwide quarantine at wla na akong ibang magawa🤣✌

Enjoy

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Shockingly at talagang di ko alam kung ano ba dapat ang tamang reaction sa ganitong mga situations.

He waved his hand sa harapan ko. Di ko namalayan na nakatulala na pala ako. Parang lately ang tanga ko. So ayun bumalik ako sa aking ulirat at tinanggap ko yung kamay niya. Natigil ang sigawan ng mga taong nagkukumpulan. He accompanied me into a chair and he gets to the counter where all materials are in place for the cooking show.

"Hi to all of you" he was smiling wide  and waving to the audience. Panay naman ang sigawan nila.

"I am very much pleasured na manonood kayo sa show namin ng chef's club" I do not remember him na ganito ka engaging sa mga school activities.

"Today we are going to show you how to cook carbonara" he smiled and then all of the people around shouted.

I did not really pay attention to everyone or whatever he is saying and doing. I just keep staring at him. He looks dazzling in his chef outfit. He is so handsome. He is  slowly coming towards me and I am still staring at his beautiful face. He leaned towards me and our eyes meet.

"The dish is served" bumalik ako sa katawang tao ko ng narinig ko iyong sinabi niya.

"Can you please taste the white spaghetti?" He asked with a big angelic smile on his face.

I lift the fork and taste the carbonara. It smelled great, the taste is great but what is this heavy thing in my chest? Is this what you will feel if you ate something special? I slowly lifted my head to meet his gaze.

"It was awesome" I said while smiling but I dont really feel awesome. I feel heavy when I started to remember something.

Since my job is done as a taste tester i decided to walk away. But the heavy feeling still lingers in my chest. Why do I still feel this thing? I thought im done with this?

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Flashback

"Yes" I said to him.

"What?" He asked while holding into my shoulders.

"I said yes" I once again repeated it and he hugged me with joy then he jumped.

"Thank you" the smile that made me fall for this man was on his face.

We are at a park and today I am officially in a relationship with this man. I am really into him but take note matagal siyang nanligaw. Hard to get tong ate niyo. Well anyways almost 2 years din yan nangungulit noh.

Days passed by since the day i became his girlfriend. I've recieved to many criticism by the judmental eyes of many people. Di daw kami bagay, ang pogi daw ng kasama ko tapos ako parang basahan na napulot lang sa tabi. I did not pay any attention to those, instead i've poured my love to him. I've felt his love din naman, he is so sweet, he so caring, he is supportive, he is always beside me whenever i needed him and vice versa. Days, months, then years we are still together and growing strong. My love for this man grows bigger and bigger and i felt his love too, his love never faded, i still felt it. People begin to accept us, my parents and his knew about our relationship. I was once his queen and he was my king until the day of the recognition rites.

I was declared as the second honor. I do not care about those and my family too they just wnat me to have and live a life but what broke me is the conversation I heard in the backstage after the program.

"I've done my part well right?" He was talking to someone. I hid myself but I make sure that I can still hear them.

"Yeah,you know what? that girl, she looks digusting when she's beside you." She was talking to a girl. That girl is a bitch she has a very foul mouth.

I waited for him to respond at ipagtanggol ako but wala akong narinig.

"You can do whatever you want with her, since im at the top and you've done your part well, you can ditch her. Our deal is off" when I heard those words I broke into tears and walk away crying.

I got home and my phone rang but i choose not to answer it. My mom entered the room to comfort me. She did not utter any word, she just let me cry on her lap until i feel asleep.

I woke up the next morning, checked my phone there were lots of calls coming from him. I changed my sim so that he cant contact me. After that, i did not went outside my room. Ive been there for weeks my mom just ask the maid to bring some food upstairs.

Weeks passed my mom knocked on the door saying that he is here at the house.

"Im not here" I yelled. I think my mom understood that i dont wanna see his face. She went downstairs and talked to the boy below.  Me? I cried again thinking na why is he here? How dare he show his face in my house? After he broke me like a useless piece of glass? Isnt he ashamed?

End of flashback

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After that day my mom said that i will be transferring school and how lucky am i? I started to move on i've changed all my account so that he can't see my post. I remove everything that may remind me of him. But what is this heaviness? I thought i already forgotten him.

I was walking in the hallway until it lead me to the rooftop of our building. I felt something flowing on my cheeks. Is this tears? Are my tears flowing again for him?

Akala ko wala na. Akala ko tapos na. Akala ko di na ko masasaktan. Akala ko lang pala lahat ng yun.

Mahal pa rin pala kita Ray.

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Ang bigat 😭