NFL Girl {Book Three}

Chapter 7

It's sad to hear Russell retired. He's my favorite QB. Me and Rose have to drive since we have a lot of stuff.

"Do you think daddy would live with us if you got pregnant?" She asks.

"I don't know. Maybe." I say.

"I miss Joey and my friends." Rose says.

"Me too." I say sighing. The NFL has ruined everything for me. My friendships. Love life. Family. Even before I was 5 it ruined everything.

"Do you think you could ever get pregnant? I want a little brother!" Rose says smiling hugging her doll.

"If something really changed about me maybe."

"Daddy is calling!" Rose says. "Daddy!" She yells into her phone. "Doing great. How about you?"

"Tell him I said Hi." I say and smile.

"Good! and Mom said hi." Rose says. "Dad wants to talk to you." She says handing me her phone.

"Hello?" I say putting it up on my ear.

"Having fun?" He's sweet country deep accent says in my ear. I melt.

"So much fun." I say and smile.

"I was thinking maybe in a few months we could see each other again."

"Months?" I ask.

"Yeah I can't really fly to Seattle every week babe." Jay says.

"I know." I whisper.

"I love you Jordan." He says and I can see his handsome smile.

"I love you too Jason." I say.

"Bye my love." He says.

"Bye." I hang up the phone and hand it back to Rose. Tears start falling down my face. I pull into a gas station. I park and start to cry.

"Mom!" Rose says and puts a hand on my shoulder. I sob. This can't be it! I hate the NFL! I hate it! I wish Football was never here! But I wouldn't have met my beautiful daughter if it wasn't for LSU football or My handsome Husband if it wasn't for peewee football. I pull it together and give Rose some cash so she can go get a few snacks and a drink. I call my dad.

"Hey sweetie." He say.

"Hey dad." I whisper.

"I heard you got on the Seahawks!" He says. "Now I have to get my teammates not to hurt my little girl!" He say.

"Yeah." I say.

"What's wrong?" He says.

"I just." I break into a sob again. "I miss Jay already and I can't see him for a few months since we are on different sides of the country."

"What have always told you?" He says. "Just because one is apart from another that doesn't mean the love is apart."

"I know." I say and wipe my eyes. "I even had to leave Nolan and Alex. The whole team behind just for this stupid game."

"You'll see them again." Dad says. "I promise." Rose comes out the door.

"Okay dad I'll talk to you later. I love you." I say.

"Love you too baby girl bye." He says. I hang up and Rose hands me a icy. I look at her and smile.

"Thanks." I say. Someone knocks on my door. I look up and see a young teenage guy. I freeze. He has a baseball bat. I turn on the car and pull out of the parking lot as fast as I can and slam on the gas. I'm not in the mood right now.

"So." Rose says. "What's with you and dad?" She asks.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I don't know you guys have been distance lately." She says.

"Why are you so up into what's going on with me and your father?" I ask.

"I would like to know." She says.

"I would too." I mumble. "I think me and him were just scared of the road headed. We have never been away from each other more than a week. And that's was 5 years ago." I say.

"I have another question." Rose says.

"What is it?"

"How do you get pregnant?" She asks.

"Oh great." I say.

"Tell me." She says.

"Well you do this thing called sex." I say and gulp. "Dont do it till you find the guy you really love and want to spend your life with."

"What happens?" She says.

"Well, um, a guy kinda puts him um. Can we talk about this later in a hotel?" I ask.

"Fine." She says and rolls her eyes. After another two hours I stop at a motel since I can't keep my eyes open. Rose is still awake. "Now will you tell me?" She asks. I nod and shake my head. We walk Ito the tiny office and get a one room, two bed. I kick off my shoes and lay in the cold bed.

"So." I say.

"Tell me!"

"When you are having sex a guy touches you in ways that make you feel good." I say.

"Oh."

"And he puts something called a penis in you." It makes me laugh saying it.

"Ouch. Does it hurt?!" She says sitting down on my bed.

"Yes. Only the first time though."

"Have you and daddy don't that?!" she asks. I blush and nod.

"He's the only person I have." I say. I can't help but smile. "But that doesn't mean you can."

"Fine." She says. Jay is trying to Skype me.

"Hey." I say.

"Hey baby." He says and yawns.

"Daddy!" Rose says and waves at my laptop.

"Hi little duck." He say. "Can I talk to your mom for just a second?"

"Sure I'm going to go see if they have a candy." Rose says taking some quarters and leaving the room.

"What do you want to talk about?" I ask.

"I just didn't want her to see this." He says and turns his phone around. I gasp.

"What happened!" I yell.