Cuts

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Todoroki's pov*

We stayed in complete silence looking away from each other. It's starting to get uncomfortable, Bakugou hasn't said a word since I whimpered. I glanced to the boy sitting on the opposite side of the bench my eyes immediately going back to my lap. Could he have figured out? Did he think I was weak now, maybe he just doesn't want to waste his words on me?

Maybe I should leave, make a run for it while I can. Bakugou's thinks of me as nothing but a rival maybe he'll try and hit me now that he knows, and I don't think I'd be able to win a fight with him, not in these conditions.

It's getting cold and dark. I had brought a thin long sleeved shirt, only concerned of anyone seeing the burns and bruises on my arms. I had on a pair of black skinny jeans with a hole on one knee. Not very weather appropriate, but I can't use my other quirk, no I won't. Not now.

I brought up my arms hugging myself, my teeth chattering together. My weight transferred to my feet about to leave.

"Hey Icy Hot" I turned to Bakugou weary, he held a jacket in his hand. No his hoodie in his hand outstretched to me. I only stared at the jacket looking back at him.

Bakugou seemed to be slightly annoyed, "Well are you going to take it or just let my arm hang here all day?"

Still unsure I took the hoodie out of his hands sliding it over my head. It was big on me, it might be cause I skipped quite a few meals the past few days. I can't even remember the last time I ate a real meal.

Last week I forced myself to eat a big lunch in front of Midoriya to avoid any suspicion, I didn't want him worried about me. But after he left the room I sprinted to the bathroom emptying my stomach of everything I had eaten.

Or maybe it was because Bakugou had some sorta growth spurt at on point and was now an inch or two taller than me. It seemed everyone got taller even Midoriya was almost as tall as me now.

"Thank you" I mumbled.

Bakugou looked the other way crossing his arms "yeah yeah it's nothing" then turned to me once again "What were you doing out here in such light clothes, it's almost fucking winter learn how to dress"

I scratched the back of my neck tilting it back a bit "I just wanted some fresh air, away from home..."

"Away from your dad"

My eyes widened shooting back at him "What?"

"I'm not an idiot, my dorms right next to yours I've heard you Dad yelling through the phone or you talking in your sleep" he stopped for a second looking me directly in the eye "and I don't think that bruise came from a simple fight"

I turned on my heels about to run away when a felt a tight grip on my wrist making me yelp. I hadn't even noticed he was so close "Is it?" I didn't say anything.

"Tch" he released my arm stuffing his hands in his jean pockets.

I took the chance to sprint away running back home. I could feel blood from my arm seeping into the cloth of my shirt.

As soon as I got home I ran to the bathroom removing the hoodie and my shirt. I slowly and carefully removed the wrapping on my arm. It was my cuts. He must have reopened them when he grabbed my wrist. I cleaned my arm then disposed of my white shirt that was clearly going to stain.

Did it get on his hoodie? Shit. I picked up the jacket looking in the sleeves. I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding in dropping the hoodie on the ground.

⚠️Trigger warning⚠️

Me eyes shot back to my arm.

There aren't enough

I pulled a white box out of the cabinet sitting on the end of the tub.

You deserve it

I put the blade up to my skin sliding it across my arm. I repeated this a few times letting the blood run down my arm.

Come on finish it

I can't do that

Why not

I would upset my sister, that would be selfish.

Do you think she actually needs you, your nothing but a burden on her? She would be happy that you're gone.

What about all our classmates?

Oh please, they'd be just as happy. We both know your the weakest in the class and so do they.

I can't

Why would you keep everyone from happiness like that? You're so damn selfish.

Don't worry you'll change your mind in due time.

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I'm sorry for taking so long I got a bit of writers block and couldn't think of anything. But anyways thank you for reading please comment your opinion.

bye bye

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