Dear Ember Cardilia Helberg,
My phone has already forgotten how your name spells, but I haven't. It's ironic how the Ember who loved life, was betrayed by it.
So, how have you been?
I can't believe that I'm writing this.
It's like we are both watching the same dream
Where we are the dream and you are the wish.I just need to strain
my ears and I can hear you
I can still hear you and I'm not insane
I know you are around me; you're just a heartbeat away.When you are not here
It's really suffocating and lonely because I still your voice behind my bicycle as I paddle
I bet they'd laugh at me if I
tell them I miss you and I fear
that I might forget you again but I won't
You've left behind so many small things that I can't undo my memoriesBecause I can still remember your scent on my lips
I can still love youI'm rushing through seasons
To bring back spring
The spring that brought a poisonous flower named Ember to me and winter that made it wither and autumn took it awayBut spring always forgets to bring you back with it
Time will command herIt would be good if you were here
Spring is coming
And nobody can stop it, not even youI visited your grave today, it's still covered with autumn leaves. Leaves of sweet autumn clematis that I had grown
The oak pollen has began to shed
I still paint the entire day
The world still runs the same wayBut
You are not here
Though you did it
You touched my heart, you grabbed it
You squeezed it
And you left it
But you taught it how to beat againSomeone who was about to die taught me how to live
And now I will teach the living how to love and I will paint a magic that you deserveBecause some people are artists
While some are art themselves
Though you were a magical spell this world never deserved
But I've known you and now you just have to sit back and observe-Arorhea
Arorhea Laghari : Suffocating
Can't I Touch Your Heart?
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Can't I Touch Your Heart?
Romance"Not so long ago, I was alone and lost and then you came along and I was home. thank you for finding me After 10 years of disappearing, when Ember Helberg returns to India to meet his childhood crush, Arorhea Laghari, he discovers that she has compl...