So we aren't doing it tonight? (drv3)

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Warning strong themes.If you dont like hearing that then dont read this.Enjoy.

~My beloved~

Hey Kokichi.

Mornin Sai-san...

Are you okay?

Not sure.My ass still hurts

Sorry.But you got your revenge.

It wasn't good enough
Can we go another round tonight?

Kokichi.....we just did this yesterday.
Don't you remember us having the
stop because it got to the point
where you were bleeding.A lot.

Yes I remember that.
But I'm desperate,Shu.
I already told you why
I let people rape me.

30 minutes later

Shumai?
Is everything okay?
I'm worried about you.

One hour later

Shuichi....
Please answer..

Kokichi's POV

I put my phone down and buried my face into my pillow."I hope he's okay..." I say to myself.I started silently crying."I just need to know if he's okay....." I say to myself again knowing this was the best I could comfort myself.I mean Shuichi is helping me out with everything.He got almost everyone who bullies me to stop.Shuichi brings me food when I don't feel like leaving my room.He's been a huge help.I just want him to be safe.I slowly start drifting to sleep still crying.

Four hours later

I wake to a soft knock on my door.I sit up and look at the door?"W-who is it?" "It's Shuichi." "I'm coming!" I say as I get off my bed but I fall."Kokichi?!Are you okay!?" "There's a key under my door picture" "Okay." I hear Shuichi say.I feel lightheaded.I hear the door open and I sat up to Shuichi looking at me in shock."K-Kokichi?!" He says as he runs over to me and hugs me tightly.I hug him back."So your worried now?" "I'm sorry,Kokichi.My uncle came over without warning and told to come with him.I wasn't able to grab my phone.When I did get away from him,I tried texting you but you didn't respond." "I was sleeping when you knocked on the door......I feel asleep after the last message I sent you." "I really wish I knew that.I'm sorry." He says as he kisses my cheek."It's okay...I was only crying myself to sleep cause I thought you were hurt..." "Kokichi..." Shuichi says as he picks me up and lays me on my bed.

"Yes Shuichi?" I say."Do I make you worry that much?" My beloved says as he lays down next to me."Yeah." "I didn't mean to." "I know.." I tell him.I turn over to look at him."So we aren't doing it tonight?" I ask him.A faint blush covers Shuichi's face."N-no..." "Okay then,Shuichi." "Hey ummmm Kokichi." "Hm?" "Want me to go get you some food?" "Nah.I'll ask my girlfriends to do it." I say as I grab my phone and text Himiko and Tenko then turn my phone off.

"ShuShu." "Is something wrong,Kichi?" "No.I was just making sure you were still awake." "O-oh....okay." "You sound disappointed." "I'm n-not..." "Then what is it?" I ask Shuichi.He sits up and looks at me.I do the same."I was just thinking about us." "What about us?" I ask him while leaning in closer."I-I was thinking.....we should officially tell people about us..." "If you want to then I'll do it." I say as I sit on his lap."I dont want people to say you're lying,Kichi.I want them to know about us and me being trans." "You can wait to tell them about you.I dont want you being made fun of." "I'll be fine.Im just worried about you." "Me?" "Yeah.I mean I dont want people telling you that you dont deserve me or that you should die.Your already extremely depressed." He tells me as he puts his hand on my thigh.

"Its okay if I get a few death threats from people,Shuichi.Im used to it and look I'm still here." "But what if they do get to you?If you commit suic-" I cut Shuichi off."Sweetie.....I wont.I will never.Your in my life now.I cant leave you." I tell him as I put my hand on top of his hand that's on my thigh."But I cant get the thought out of my head,Kichi..." "As long as your around me,I will never attempt to do that." I tell him a sweet tone.He smiles at me but something feels off about it."You were trying to turn me on weren't you?" He asks me.Now I know why the smile was so off setting.

"Come on,love.I would never!" "I'm not that dense,Kokichi.You told me the signs of sexual contact plus I work cases like this.Try tricking me again and you wont see your Panta for a month." He tells me.'Hes actually scaring me about but it's all good.Its like that one side I heard about from Maki.Ummmmm....oh Pregame Shuichi!Is this him?How he was before we met?Well I think it's hot.Maybe I should push on.But then again I guess if I want more out of him.I could do my "Pregame".That's such a weird thing to say.But it was me when I was younger.Well......here goes nothing.' I think to myself."I-I didn't m-mean too......s-sorry Saihara-chan.." I say.'Shuichi's face turned red.Is it working?Cause I'm not acting."Kokichi,stop trying to turn me on." "I-I'm really r-really sorry...." "Your not faking are you?" He asks me.I shake my head no.He sighs and lifts me off of his lap."How about you sleep for a bit?" "B-but I w-want you h-here....." I tell him.He sighs again as he puts me on the bed and lays down with me."Good night,Kich." "G-good night,Saihara-chan..." I say as I close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep.



Oof.I know every is wondering where part 2 of Secret Lovers is at.I forgot I was supposed to make it.Im working on it though!It might be a bit short but I'll still write it.Thanks for reading this random thing.

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