Gangster Princess Meets Gangster Prince

Chapter Ten

Michelle pov*

Narinig ko na naman ung tulang un. Ang tulang ginawa ko para sa kanya sa kanya na akala ko mahal ako pero iiwan din ako. For what? For someone who is least than me. Not better but worse. Ginawa ko un para sakanya kasi akala ko better ung ipapalit niya sakin pero what? Hindi pala.

Pababa ako ngayon ng hagdan para hanapin ang nag play nun. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Kianna kapag talaga nakita kita sinasabi ko sayo. Nakooooo.

"oh ate what's with the face?" tanong sakin ni devon ng makasalubong ko

"wala. May nag play na naman ng poem ko" walang buhay kong tugon

"i heard nga. Hanggang ngayon affected ka padin dun?"

"medyo. Napapaisip din kasi ako ng what if's e. Kung ano ano pumapasok sa isip ko nung last ko siyang makita"

"kelan nga ba un?"

"i dont know. Nasan na ba si kianna? Nakita mo ba?" tanong ko sakanya

"yeah i think nasa studio siya nag pra-practice para sa gig mamaya"

"ah okay thanks"

Pagtapos namin magusap e dumiretso na ko sa studio which is nasa basement nasa pinakadulong part. Nandun lahat ng instruments and broadcasting for journalism. For those who loves to perform and to talk dun sila nag pra practice.

Pumasok na ko sa loob at nakita ko sila kianna, angel, natalie and kathleen nag pra practice.

Angel as the vocals, kianna as the guitar, natalie as the keyboard and kathleen as the drums. And they started to sing.

"Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much and that's an issue but I'm okay"  angel sang. While the others play the instruments

"Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them
But I hope I never see them again" kianna but in and they stare at each other

"I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke down car
And four years, no calls"

"Now you're looking pretty in a hotel bar. And I can't stop. No, I can't stop"

And they sang in solo

"So baby pull me closer in the backseat of your Rover" -kianna

"That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder" -angel

"Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of the mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older" and natalie and kathleen duet

"We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older" and they sang in unison

After they practice two more song tsaka ko lang nakausap si kianna.

"whats up ate?" tanong niya sakin

"wag mo kong ma what's up, what's up. Alam mo naman ung ginawa mo e. What you did not good. Di mo dapat ginawa un alam mo naman ung past ko about wilson and you just did that" pangaral ko sakanya

"im sorry ate. I saw him awhile ago and he said he still loves you. And i dont know what have gotten into me to just play that. You know, I just missed you. I missed the old michelle. I missed you writting poems and i missed you dancing, singing doing what you love most and that is playing the guitar."  mahabang paliwanag niya sakin.

"im sorry kianna" nagbaba ako ng tingin

Ganun na ba ako ka self centered para di ko mamalayan na di ko na nagagawa ung mga dati kong gawain?

Yes i sing. Yes i dance. And yes i write poems but i started to hate it. Bakit? Because of him.

Because of him i started to hate singing, dancing, to write poems and especially ung tinuro niya saking pag tugtog.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi kung kelan ka mag mamahal ay siya ring aalis?
Kelan kaya ako makakahanap ng matino?