Mantra

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Please read the bold at the end of this chapter

Kellins pov

With a smile on my face I talk to my friends. I have Justin, Jack, and Gabe as my close friends but not to be too cocky but I have lots of friends. I know every important kid in this school. I'm also friends with all the teachers, well except my Math teacher because He hates how loud I can get with my friends.

I'm popular in this school, every body knows me because I'm Kellin Quinn. Duh, I'm everywhere in this school. My picture is on the wall for scoring so high on our state test. I'm in book club and lots of things that got me popular. Plus I talked to the popular kids my first day here and got accepted into there friend group.

I worked so hard to be known, I even dated a girl to get to my reputation. Shes one of the most popular girls here, and my best girl friend. Theres a space between girl and friend for a reason. I'm gay but nobody needs to know that. Only Justin, Hailey, and Tony know.

But Hailey is a lesbian but that's a secret too. I found her making put with a girl and that's how we became friends. After a while she saw my goal. To get popular enough for Vic to notice me and to keep from being shunned. So she suggested we "date" so people won't question why shes not with a boy and so I can be popular. 

It worked, me and Vic are friends now. Me and her 'broke up' because she found someone new who went to a different school. That's a lie but it keeps people off her back about her sexuality.

In elementary and middle school I was known as a emo faggot. I got picked on and got really depressed. So I decided to go to this school when I had to go to high school. I bought normal preppy clothes and put away my all black attire.

I hide the fact I was gay and I acted happy. Am I happy now? I'm not sure but I'm not mopping around anymore. I have more energy so I think I'm over that faze. I'm not me anymore, I'm different. I'm better.

People like this me and I'm so use to faking my confidence that I actually believe it most of the time. This school shuns all unpopular students and I do too. I dont bully them like most of the popular kids but I wouldn't be caught dead or alive talking to one.

My eyes drift towards Vic..

He's talking to his group of friends with a breath taking smile. Tony is friends with vic and is the quietest and most trustworthy so one day I asked him to walk me home.

He was confused but he's nice so just agreed. I am a popular kid after all so he wasn't weirded out with my request. On the walk I asked him if vic was homophobic and he told me that he dated a guy once but in secret. So I ended up telling him I liked Vic and made him promise not to rat me out.

So that's how I'm friends with Tony and why I haven't gave up on the crush.

Hello

Most chapters will be 2000 words this ones just the introduction to kellin so it's only 500 words. I'm pretty sure this will be a short story and I write the whole story and then publish the first chapter so you dont have to worry about it not being finished

I have a few other stories that I wrote and I'm publishing them but the story called bubble gum will have very slow updates because I didn't number the chapters and they got all mixed up and theres almost no way for me to get them back it order without reading them a million times and trying to order them so I might take it down but my other stories are good... well as good as I'm capable of making them.

Votes and comments will be greatly appreciated