Mantra

2

I bite my pen, vic is sitting one seat in front of me and to my right. I sit in the last row but up in front. Well in one seat back but I'm pretty much in front. Nobody sits in front of me but there is a empty desk in front of me.

I'm watching vic but nobody is paying attention. We are in History right now and I've learned that everyone in this school is into politics. Well the popular kids at least.

"Vic, you and kellin are going to be partners. Mike and Tony-" I zone out again. We are partners! I'm stoked, oh I better not say that or people will judge me.

I have to bite my tongue when it come to me talking. I want to say things like Rad, Wicked, gnarly, and all of those words that I use to say.

I have my binder with all my papers and my diary is hidden under the papers. I write in it before school and on my way home. It has a lock on it so I dont have to worry about someone reading it. It has lyrics and my thoughts in it so much stuff about vic.. but anyways everything is knocked off of my desk.

Nobody bullies me so it must be on accident. I look up to see some boy knock into it and fall to the ground. Did he just fall and knock myself over. "You should watch where you walk," Vic says moving his foot back. He just tripped him..

He guy looks at me when he gets up. He has long fluffy brown hair, brown eyes, and 'emo' clothes. This is the type of people popular kids shun.. I'm popular..

I glare at him and look away. He grabs my stuff and slams it on my desk making me jump. "There you go princess," he says in a very rude manner. British bitch insulted me. Fucking prick, I was kinda upset he got tripped but now I'm glad. He deserves it.

I flip him off and look at vic, his eyes meet mine and I blush. Vic saw me flip the guy off. He smirks and I have to look away. I organize my stuff back making sure everything is back where it needs to be.

The guy sits in the back and looks scary, he looks like someone who gets in fights for someone looking at him wrong. But I guess not because he just got tripped and did nothing.

I continue to take notes and occasionally look at Vic. He's so hot. Justin who is behind Vic, looks at me and catches me. I blush and look at him, he smirks and makes inappropriate hand gestures that only I can see. He's mocking my crush on Vic.

I roll my eyes and flip him off. He mouths 'you love him' and flutters his eyes. 'No I fucking don't,' I mouth back. I dont love him, I just have a crush.

"Hey Vic," Justin says making my heart stop. I go back to taking notes trying not to care that Justin is about to say something to Vic. I hear and see Vic out of the corner of my eye turn to Justin.

"Do you have notes for chemistry?" Justin asks. I dont have chemistry with them sadly. I glare at justin for scaring me. I thought he was going to say something about me too him.

When the bell rings I stay back for a moment, I need to ask the teacher if I can come to tutoring after school tomorrow. Yeah I could ask tomorrow but I would like to know earlier than later. Justin ruffles my hair as he leaves and I hit his hand angrily but he just laughs.

The new guy is looking at his schedule confused. Dumb ass. I go up to the teacher giving him a smile. He doesn't like staying late so I have to be persuasive. I play with my hair until he looks at me. "Can I stay after school tomorrow? I need to get some school work done," I ask in a nice voice.

"I didn't think so, tomorrow is Thursday.. I want to be home," he says and I pout. "Please sir, I need it," I say in a flirty way but not too much. I always get what I want.

He looks at me annoyed and then behind me. "If you show Sykes around and walk him to your next class," I look back to see that guy looking at us. Fuck, I need to stay after or I'll just be sitting outside my house for 2 hours alone and locked out.