Mantra

7

The doorbell rings making Oliver looking over at me. I look at him and his mom gets the door.

Pizza

His mom gets the pizza and Oli steps up and pays for the pizza. She sets the two big boxes on the table and opens is. Cheese pizza one with mushrooms and the other without.

Oli grabs a piece and takes a big bite out of it. His mom grabs three plates and puts 2 peices on each and gives Oli one and he smiles goofily. She hands me a plate and fakes a disgusted look. "Eat as much as you want," she says and grabs an extra piece.

"I'm going to go to my room, behave," she announces and leaves. I look at my plate. I love pizza.. okay I'll eat as much as I can today but tomorrow I wont eat anything to make up for today.

I pick up a piece and take a bite. It's so yummy. I hate how I am, I'm not anorexic. I just skip meals every once in a while. If I starved myself more then I would get urges to eat so much but I dont so im always hungry.

"You eat like a girl. Are you sure you have a dick?" Oli asks and I blush.

"Wanna check for me?" I say rolling my eyes. I was completely sarcastic but he places his hand directly on my crotch making me blush and almost choke on my pizza. He gropes me and I'm so shocked at his actions I stare at him not knowing what to do.

"Yeah I'm pretty sure you do, you just look really girly," he says and steps back and takes a bite out of his pizza. "Oli! You- your not allowed to do that!" I squeal out and he laughs at me.

"Why not?" He asks eating his slice and grabbing another. I pout and shove my same first peace into my mouth. I ignore him and try to focus on my pizza not how his hand felt.

I've never been touched by someone... and he just jokes about it so easily. He gets me a soda out of the refrigerator and then one for himself. I dont talk to him I just open it up and drink from the can.

Popular kids would say that's gross and put it in a cup but I dont really care. I swear just being near Oli makes me wish I wasnt a virgin. Its obviously he's had sex before and I would like to have him touch me but I'm scared to lose it especially to him. That's probably all he wants.

"Small frame, curvy hips, nice ass, pretty face, long hair, girly voice, doesn't eat a lot,-" he starts listing out as he looks at me.

"I'm a boy Oli," I mumble and he smirks.

"But you know.. I like my guys girly. I like my guys submissive," I glare at him. If I dont glare at him I'd probably be blushing like crazy.

I finish my first slice and start on my next one. I shouldn't eat it but it feels good to eat. Its delicious. My phone buzzes so I look at it.

Hailey: can I meet you're boytoy?

Me: your my best friend and wont judge me right?

Hailey: of course! Tell meee

Me: I'm with the new kid, his name is Oliver and oh my god he's so hot

Hailey: he is, I think we should make him popular!

Me: we can do that?

Hailey: I'll text the others and see if they like him. If they do I'll suggest we be his friends and I'll do it myself so nobody gets any hints that you're gay

Me: omg I love you

Hailey: love ya too!

I put my phone up and look at Oliver, he doesn't know what's happening. But that's fine. He's hot.. I'm actually starting to really like his personality...