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Fighting Back

A/N - WARNING: There is gonna be another depressing part so if you don't want to read it; but without a further ado  let's get into the story 

Your POV

I could see but I wasn't able to move the whole time, Shiro and I were at a base that had clones of himself. The reason why I couldn't move was because Hagar was in control of my body, and I knew why she was but if I tried to mention what had happened to me the spell Hagar had put on me prevents me to tell them. This happened a long time ago (Flashback) and it was one of my missions with my crew, this was a time Mila was still alive, we were sent to the Galra Empire to retrieve the map of the new weapon they were creating. Our plan was to get in and out quick as possible to head back to the little camp we had set up on a near by planet, everyone besides me made it out. When we were getting close to our pods one of the sentries had taken me to a learning center, it was a class certain members of the Galra Empire had to take. How did I know this? The Blade had told all of the blade children during our training lessons, and all I knew is that they had thought that I was one of the students. 

In the class there was that wretch witch Hagar with her and her druids by her side, who I had seen there were a couple of random students and Narti one of Lotor's friends, she never talked that much but nor did the others in the class. "Well young one, what's your name" Hagar asked in a sweet but yet harsh tone, I kept quiet.  

"You have permission to speak young one" She said, she knelt down to my level to face me. "Y/N" was all I said. I knew not to talk to any of Zarkon's people because if we had bumped into any of them then we would have been taken to the learning center, but running would't be an option since I caught myself in the private children learning center. "It's finally a honor to meet you young one," she said. I thought to my self, "Why would it be an honor for her to meet me even though I never even been in the the galra base for that many missions, besides us Blade warriors were taught not to give out our names to any of the galra that weren't part of the blade" I thought. "It's not very often I get to see a galra half breed, but your the most uniquest one I have met" she told me, I know shes trying to use me. She had everyone in the class to cup their hands towards their chest and clear their minds, but me in my case I didn't really let her control my mind. Kolivan showed me a way to block her from getting into my mind long ago but it never lasted long as you could tell, when I opened my eyes I found myself in some sort of dark void. I felt a presence near by and saw the witch right in front of me with her wicked smirk, I kept the same blank stare, "Your stronger than I thought," she said. 

"But I'll break you" she finished. I looked in terror as shot me with her dark magic, I dodged it by a little bit. The little force sent me across the dark abyss of the void. 

I clutched my shoulder that had hit the ground from the impact, I could still feel pain even if I were inside a void, but only if you fight back the magic trying to control you. "GIVE IN" She screamed as she shot a even more powerful and faster than before, I didn't have enough time to escape it. It hit me on my head partially which meant that she could control me if I'm near by but is not able to search through my memories.

(Months later)

And that's why I don't go on any mission into the Galra Empire base, I told Kolivan that I don't want to be a part of those missions and of course he asked why but all I said was... "Because the last mission spooked me and because of the..." I said close to tearing up, I felt him embrace me. "It's okay Y/N I know you miss her, we all do" Kolivan said in a hurt tone, there's also a reason why he sounds like that. Mila was Kolivan's eldest daughters. 

I guess that's why it explains why she is in the top blade, we both have something to lose and get in return. (End Of Flashback)

I seen how that witch made me attack my brother but everything I was was blurry, we fought till Keith was now pinned down by my sword and Shiro's prosthetic arm sword, he looked scared and confused. "Shiro, Y/N please" Keith said to us. I fought for control but nothing seemed to work, I don't want to hurt him as much as he doesn't want to hurt me.