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'Moon'

The frustration was evident in your blank pair of eyes, you do hate anything, everything & everyone.

You cursed your existence, on how senseless it is, your purpose isn't answered yet, cluelessly running thru your mind why are you suffering from this sadness and struggles?

Those deadly thoughts kept on running thru your mind, as the midnight strike, you were wide awake, a piece of menthol cigar calm your difficult mind, it relaxes your demons inside you.

You may think you are difficult to love, but a real woman will love you, with those darkness in you, you were glazing while your demons surrounds you, you were the unique masterpiece as you didn't noticed the way she think of you.

You didn't have to change, you deserved to be loved by the way you are. Your uniqueness stand among all.

As the times, you feel you're alone, with the cold and lonely in a dark room, there is someone kept on thinking of you, if how are you, if you're okay.. how she prays for you, even you didn't believe on their existing, Good and bad.

How beautiful your silence was.

How she do daydreams of you.

How she embrace your misery.

What's running thru your mystified mind?

Still she asked from above, she cares more than anyone do, she was clueless how do you look, but based on your principles and beliefs, she stayed, her hidden feelings remained.

How she was amazed on your intelligence, how you stand for your principles and beliefs that makes you strengthen on your unique way, even the hideous shadows kept on pulling you down.

How she wished she is there in times of depression and anxiety attacks you.

You never believed in love. You may think you don't have time for it, or it's just an emotion that may weaken you, that it's just senseless and nonsense. That true love doesn't exist.

Bitterness and hatred consumed you, there are times you'll think your life is pointless.

You may not believe in destiny, there will be someone, will painted your shady grey surroundings.

Don't isolate yourself too much, not everyone will not understand your silence.

The way you loved loneliness, the silence, the darkness within you.. someone loved the whole of yours, within all of that. You may not seen it.

How thick and high the wall of boundary you are creating, there is someone knocking even if it's impossible to hear.

While your demons kept on rage, how it gives you a hard time, she kept on whispering thru her breath, a serenity may rule you.

As how the moon rule the night, with darkness and abandonment, yet it was glazing at night, it's still beautiful, as you.

Seems you were associating silently to the moon, how parallel it is to you.

You were beautiful, how wondrous it was, a rapturous as the night comes. I remembered you as the lonely moon reached above, as I was staring at it admiring silently.

    'Moon'