'Hope ahead'

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'Hope ahead'

I don't have time for love, I can't even remember when I love myself, feels like I'm lost along the way, I'm tortured with pain, I'm lost in melancholy world. Not so sure when will I get up, when will the  hope will make me alive again,

Until he came into my life, he kept on mocking me, keep on pestering my lonely world, i can live on my own, I never wished for someone.

"Stop pestering me will you? I don't want to gumbled in temporary person, that at the end of the day will leave and go without hesitation." I said coldly, and the smile in his eyes turns so serious,

"What's the purpose of pursuing you?" He asked seriously,

"Do you think it's easy to fit myself into your world? Do you even think how you made so hopeless? You make me feel that the only thing to do is to gave this up." He said firmly, I'm trying to believe myself that he don't feel anything as I am.

"Yes. Gave this up, you're only wasting your time." I said coldly, I stared to turned my back when he hold my hand so tight, and make me turn to him again, closer. That I can hear my heartbeat, this weird feeling is exposed.

"Please, give me a chance, I'll take everything just to be with you, even giving up the world I have, I'll come with you. You're the only hope I have, please let me in." How husky his voice is, made me trembled.

"I will help you, I want to see you grew beautifully, with the happiness you deserved, with the hope in your eyes, that will make my world stop for a moment. I'll help you get back to Him. I'll guide you, He will always waiting for you, baby." I stared at him, I never noticed that a tear slipped in my eyes,

The longing is over, I will be free again.

Is this the person I am asking for? Is this the person that Heaven had used as an instrument to get back to Him? Is this the answered prayer for a long time, I kept on asking for?

The realization hit me, it's really true, God will always use an instrument just to get back to Him again.

And there he is, keep on pursuing me.

"I want to see your smile, that will lighten up my world. I waited for this moment, my prayer was answered." He said almost whispered,

"And you is the answer." I said while staring at his soulful eyes,

"You were never been alone, I will be here for you too, let's face the reality together, while keeps on believing, also believing that this lifetime is meant for us." He kissed my forehead, and he embrace me, the longing feeling of home was over. 

This feels home, it feels like I'm alive again, for the new beginning, with this person that never give up just to make me realize that there's a hope ahead.

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