Billie Loves Brandon ❤

What is it about them?

Its been a week since jah death and I really miss him after he passed I haven't been the same since. I haven't showered,eaten,sleep and I haven't left my room my family is worried about me but I rather be in my room than out there I cry all day and night it got worse after I went to his funeral i got way worse I really don't wanna leave my room but I can't stay here forever. I have a album to finish and I have tour fuck I wish I wasn't famous sometimes.

*knock knock*

"Bil its fin can I come in" he asked but I didn't say anything I didn't want him to come in I wanted to be alone I didn't want to talk to alone where nobody can see me crying and be depressed I wanted to stay this way

"Bil please let me in I'm so worried about you" he started to cry and if there's one thing finneas never do is cry and I knew I had to let him in

"C-come in" I started to cry

"I'm so so sorry. I wanna bring jah back to but I can't a-and I'm sorry I just want you to be o-okay" finneas is my best friend and my brother he sees right through me and I know he sees my pain

"I-its no y-your fault nobody saw this coming I just whish i saw it coming maybe I could had stopped it"

Me and fin talked for a bit and then he told me I need to eat and shower but I can't I wanted to be depressed I wanted to feel this way. I don't wanna do anything at the moment I just can't. After fin left I had got a DM from this girl Danielle Bregoil she knew jah as well

DanielleBregoil:i know you don't know me but I know your hurting and I was wondering if wanted to come over and just hang..

Billieeilish:ummm... I can't get myself out of my bed

Daniellebregoil:bil get out of bed and come over we will cry together I know you don't wanna be alone and I for damn show don't wanna be alone.

Billieeilish: ok send me ur address..

After Danielle sent me her address I got up and showered I asked my mom if she could take me to her house she nodded her head even though I know how to drive I didn't wanna be in the car alone while crying and being in my own damn thoughts. We sat in the car in silence but I was crying though my mom tryed touching me but I moved i didn't want her touching me at the moment actually the one person who I wanted to touch was gone. We finally made it to dani house I texted her letting her know I was outside she replied with "k" I knocked on the door waiting then I was greeted by dani

"H-hey bil" she was crying I could tell she was very hurt

"hi dani" somehow I managed to say that with out breaking down she let me in we hugged then we went upstairs to her room and started playing X music we was both crying like some little bitches but who cares. Dani asked me if I was ok with some of her friends coming over I didn't mind I needed to be around new people and make new friends.

***20 minutes later***

We Was still in Dani room and her friends come up to her room at this point I was hot mess I texted my mom and asked if it was on that I stayed the night with Dani she was cool with it then I got interrupted when she introduced me to her friends.

"Everyone this is billie"she say sitting next to me as I wrapped my arms around her wast putting my head in her lap. They all said hi to me I gave them a fake smile

"Your the girl who makes music right....I'm Issac and this my twin Elijah but we call him eli for short" why the fuck did this bozo ask me if I'm the girl who makes music the fuck can't he see I'm crying over here asshole....but I ignored it just nodded.