don't love me like that. || Nomin

8.

Jaemin finally got home. He walked home as Jeno went home already. Jaemin cried the whole way home. 'Renjun's right', He thought.

Jaemin walked in, shutting the door as quiet as he could. He took off his shoes and coat and walked straight to his room.

"Jaemin?" Jaemin heard coming from behind him.

He wiped his tears, and turned around.

"Hey" Jaemin said faking a smile.

"Are you okay?" Jeno said, noticing how Jaemin's eyes were red.

Jaemin nodded. "Ofcourse. W-why wouldn't i be?"

"You look..sad" Jeno said, walking over to the younger, laying his hand on the younger's cheek.

Jaemin turned his head the other way. "I'm fine."

"Are you s-"

"Jeno I'm fine! Gosh!"

Jeno bounced back when the younger raised his voice at him.

"I-I'm sorry..." He stuttered.

Jaemin sighed and walked to his room, slamming the door behing him.

Jeno stared at the door, being confused.

Jaemin let himself fall down on his bed, and started to cry sofly.

'Renjun's right' 

'You don't deserve him. No, you don't deserve anything!'

'You don't deserve this life at all.'

'You're worthless'

'You're horrible.'

'You're ugly'

'You're desperate.'

All of those thoughts were stuck in his head, wich made him even more sad.

He didn't realise how long he has been crying untill he heard his mom yell from downstairs.

"JENO! JAEMIN! DINNER'S READY!"

he sighed and got up, changing into a hoodie, hiding his face.

When he came downstairs, he saw how Jeno, his mom and father were already down. He sat down quietly.

"Hey darling! Are you hungry?" Mrs. Lee said, filling his plate.

Jaemin nodded softly, being the last to be served as he arrived late.

When he got his food, everyone started eating and talking, except for Jaemin. He was once again thinking about what Renjun had said. He didn't know why he was so obsessed with what Renjun had said. is it because he's insecure? Probaby.

All he knew was that he should stay away from Jeno.

AN: okay this was a shitty, sad and short chapter. im sorry! next one will be better i hope.. well, see u next time x