The Wolves Howling In My Head

Fuse

I've become quicker to piss off.
It makes me angry,
And it scares me shitless.

My roommate is falling apart,
And I've threatened to backhand him;
Remind him he isn't perfect –
That perfect shouldn't be his goal.

I recommended people get counseling,
They see it as an attack.
I'm not trying to say you're crazy,
I'm trying to help you find solutions.

I've been studying my ass off,
And my grades are just above failing.
Don't talk to me right now,
I'm trying not to drown.

Mom tells me to seek tutoring,
She acts like I haven't tried,
"I'M TOO BUSY WITH OTHER CLASSES"
And I feel like shit on the phone.

I want to scream,
I'm scared of being angry,
I don't like being angry;
I feel like I'm going to explode.