I'm Xara Marie Rose 16 years old in sophomore year and I was a cheerleader but quit cause who wants to wear skirts. It was Monday and I had fucking school. I have a boyfriend and his name is Noah. I love him but he is abusive. I have 5 older brothers but I'd don't tell them cause I don't want them to fight him. It's 6:30am and I needa start getting ready so I got out of bed did my routine and put my clothes on.
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I walked out and walked to school. I got inside and everyone was waving at me and smiling like they don't this shit everyday so why are they doing it today. The bell rang and I was still getting my stuff out my locker when Noah came up to me and punched me in the arm. "Why the hell are you dressed as a fucking boy" he said. "Bruh I'm just wearing shorts and a white shirt what's the problem" I said with a little attitude.
Then he slapped me across my face. "Don't get fucking smart with me" He yelled. He started to punched me and I was on the ground and kicked in stomach. I got up grabbed my stuff went to the bathroom fixed myself up and walked out. I saw a call coming from "Jah🖤😤" and I picked up and saw his face lit up. "What you doing Princess" he said with a smile. "Walking home" I said smiling. "Nah stay were your at imma pick you up and take you to get something to eat" he said. "Ight I guess" I said smirking. "Oh c'mon let that smile out for me" he said with his puppy eyes. I gave him a big smile and we got off the phone and I waited for him.
I sat on a bench and waited for him and just looked at my hand. He pulled and started to say stupid shit. "Get in the car Princess were going shopping" he said. I rolled my eyes and laughed and got in the car. "Please don't tell me we're actually going shopping" I said. "Nah cause I know you don't like shopping" he said and chuckled. We pulled up to Wendy's and went inside and ate. "So princess why don't you drop out" Jah asked me. "Well if I wanna become a model I gotta stay in school" I said. "You know theirs something called homeschooling right" he said making me smile. Right at that moment Noah walked in with this girl holding her hand. Jah doesn't like Noah and when he saw that I saw his emotions change. "Jah you good" I asked. "Yep totally fine" he said. "You know we can leave if you want" I said. "Nah that nigga ain't making me feel uncomfortable that I have to leave" he said.
I saw Jah looking at my arm were I had the bruise and covered my arm up so quick. "Did he do that to you Princess" he said. I didn't answer cause I know that Jahs crazy asf so why would I tell him. "Princess you can tell me anything you know" he said. I nodded my head and told him. "Um...Well...Noah puts his hands on me sometimes but please don't get mad" I said about to cry. I saw Jahs hand grow in fist. I saw his smile slip away from his face. "Jah don't do nothing please" I begged him. "Princess I'm not gonna do nothing okay" Jah said. I nodded my head and saw Noah and that girl walk up. "So your cheating on me with this dude" Noah said. "Nigga just fucking leave we don't have time for your bullshit" Jah said.
Jah got up and socked him in the mouth and grabbed my hand and left. Now we're driving to his house. "You okay Princess you looking a little down" he said looking at me. "Yea I'm fine" I said looking out the window. "You sure" he said looking at me. I nodded my head and looked out the window. Why is my life so fucked up. Like literally my life is just a piece of shit. We pulled up to Jahs house and walked in. I sat on the couch while Jah had to make a call. I was sitting on the couch when Jah sat next to me. I laid my head on him and he started to play in my hair. I dozed off and felled asleep.
