Daddy lives matter
#daddylivesmatter
Part20
Annabella
I couldn't believe my eyes. Tim kept coming to my mind. Why would he do that to himself. Why would he take his life and leave us. I couldn't stop crying I understand these wasn't my family members but I feel so close to them like I had a strong bond to Tony and Tim I loved them like I loved my own parents. TONE held me while I cried I looked at him and said I should be holding you these where your parents I'm being selfish. He kissed my lips and said nah they was our parents and I gotta make sure you're ok. He had tears in his eyes so I knew he have been crying too. I wiped the tear that came down and told him I'll always be here by him. More tears came down and I knew he was on the urge of breaking down now it was my time to hold him. I got up and wrapped my arms around him and he layed his head on me and cried like a baby. I never seen him cry this hard before. I knew it was a mixture of his mom's death and dad death he didn't fully get to cry when his mom died but I'm guess this was just to much to handle the next week we was sitting in front of 2 caskets one with his mom and one with his dad. They was together tone looked at them and got on his knees he bowed he's head and said a small prayer I bowed my head with him and when he got up I lifted my head. He stood and looked at them for a long time i walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I kissed his back and asked him was he ok he said yes while never looking away. He looked at me finally and said I should have left that bitch alone like my mother told me. This was all my fault I looked at him and told him kids are hard headed but it definitely wasn't his fault he put his head down and some tears came down I wiped them away and told him his parents will always be in our hearts he kissed me and smiled and said I was right. We continued to look and people came up and said their sorries and if he need them lies and all of that. People gave him hugs and kisses and walked away. Soon it was time for the caskets to get lowered we stood there and as the caskets started getting lower I seen his heart break a piece next thing I know he was on the floor screaming like he was being killed everyone ran to try and grab him but he kept pushing them away he started screaming no please no bring them back bring them back please. I finally got un frozen and got on my knees and held him. He didn't push me away he wrapped his hands around me and said he can't do this he repeatedly stated he couldn't do this please i started crying with him cause it broke my heart I tried to ask him to get up but his respons was he couldn't move he started screaming and holding his chest I asked him did I need to call 911 but he wouldn't speak anymore he layed there and cried in my arms as they finished putting his parents in the ground 2 days passed and tone wouldn't get out the bed he wouldnt eat he wouldn't do anything it was like he wasn't there anymore like he wasn't him. We was running low on food in the hotel so I had to go out and get some I decided to take naveah cause I didn't wanna leave her with him.
TONE
I still couldn't believe both of my parents was gone I couldn't move I felt stiff. Annabella wanted to move into our place but I wasn't ready. Once she left I got up and grabbed my gun I put it to my head and said look like Imma be leaving this earth too cause I can't take this pain. I loaded my gun up with bullets and clicked it back I said a small prayer and wrote a note to annabella and naveah I put the gun to my head again and put my finger to the trigger. I said mommy daddy I'm coming with y'all. As I was about to pull the trigger I heard a voice saying you better not pull that mf trigger that voice sound just like my...... I opened my eyes and I was right it was my mom I blinked to make sure I wasn't dreaming she looked at me and asked me what the fuck was wrong with me. I cried and put the gun down and said I thought you was dead we had a funeral I seen your body and everything she looked at me and said baby I am dead I'm just here to stop you from making a big mistake. She said she tried to stop Tim but hes always been stubborn and didn't listen. I asked her why, she told me cause I have a family a lil girl who needs me. She also told me annabella was pregnant and was gonna need me she told me get out that hotel and move into our place. She told me whenever I needed her she would be there for me. I started crying I didn't want her to leave I screamed I need you now mommy I can't take this pain. She hugged me and said baby all you gotta do is say my name and Imma come running dead or alive. I blinked some tears down and hugged her tighter she told me open my eyes and put my gun in a safe place away for naveah. I told her ok when i blinked she was gone. I put the gun up and started crying I fell asleep and annabella woke up me with soft kisses I pulled her down and kissed her back I told her I loved her and I would never hurt her. She smiled and said she loved me too. I seen naveah on the ground getting into stuff I looked at her and smiled I told annabella she needed to take a pregnancy test she looked at me like I was crazy and asked why I smiled and told her my angel told me we was pregnant she started laughing and said boy stop playing I looked at her and said please take the test she looked at me and said ok. The next day I told her we was moving into our place she looked at me and smiled and asked when I told her now and we started packing an hour later we was on our way to our new place
ANNABELLA
I was excited we was moving into our place it was like something hit him and he was a new man we got to our new place and I fell in love our house was so big and the inside was even bigger I looked around in amusement I looked at TONE and his face was lit up just like mine. We went through the whole house and explored we was excited we decided to put naveah to bed and take a bubble bath in our over size Jacuzzi bath together. After we got out had sex and fell asleep it was like tone was a new man and I was happy.
