My Little Diary

First post...

First things first, in case you didn't read the title, I am an age regressor. I am not sexual in any way, it's just a way for me to deal with stress in my life. When I'm in little space, I love cookies and mango flavored things, as well as my blue stuffed dog Tilt (Tilt because his nose is sideways!). Sometimes I just call him Tip, though, when I'm too young/tired to pronounce his real name right. I am a Switch, which means that I have a Caregiver mode. That's the side that is safer to bring out around other people, because I just do small things like get stuff for them or bring things along that they forgot, or give up some food if they don't have any. 

There are a few problems, though. One is that both of my parents are disgusted by the idea and so I can't let them know. They see the term age regressor or little space, and they think of that weird kink where people have sex wearing diapers and stuff like that (which I think is GROSS by the way!!). I'm also barely ever home alone so I can't do it often. Another problem is that I don't have a caregiver when I'm in my headspace, but I'm too small to take care of myself and I'm very clingy and excitable, which makes it really hard because I get really lonely. I don't know my exact age when I regress. I don't wear a diaper or a pull-up, and I don't use a binky (though I really want one). No one in my life knows about any of it. I've never said a word to anyone, even though I've known for almost a year now.

And, no, I won't tell you my real name. Maybe another time, but for now I'm Lily!

I guess... I don't have anything else to say, except that if you want to talk to me I'll respond. If you are in a similar situation, I'll talk to you, and if you're just starting out or interested in trying it, we can figure out what you like and don't like. I have a list of things, and it changes sometimes, and I'll put it in the second part!

Also if you want some thoughts from little me, I remember everything from my little time and I can share some!

Kay bye!