Twisted §

Chapter 10

Kelsey's POV

My mom let go of me and looked me straight in the eye"honey you know I never meant for any of this to happen" she was gonna cry but I was boiling up inside I had to tell her how I felt"no! You just go around screwing everything up for me!" My tears kept falling down my face quickly and I turned red and my hands turned to fists by my side and I paced back and forth"honey! Why would you say something like that?" She knew exactly what was going on and she still didn't listen"I don't want to hear it! It's over!" I yelled and I collapsed to the floor sitting on my legs with my hands covering my face and drenching them with my tears"honey! Please!" My mother came over to me and touched me on the shoulder and I put my head up to look at her and she flinched her hand back in fear"just go!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I never felt more anger in my life my mom backed up two feet and didn't move she just looked at me in amazement to what I really am inside. I grabbed my lamp off my nightstand and threw it at the wall next to my mom and it shattered to pieces"I mean it! Now!" I walked towards her and she ran out crying I slammed the door with no regret and locked it and fell on my bed crying"why! Harry" I screamed with my eyes shut while letting the tears squeeze out between my eye lids and I fell asleep cradling myself. I woke up to the sound of a knock on the door I opened my eyes to the light shining threw my window in frustration"hey....Kels.....you ok kiddo?" I hate when she calls me kiddo but I wanted to tell her I was sorry but I couldn't because she needs to hear the truth"just go away" I whispered in my tired voice with my face stuffed in my pillow"look hon you need to eat" I was hungry but I didn't dare and open the door but I did cause I smelled Chinese takeout which was my favorite"thank you" I said without looking at her face and took the tray of noodles and sesame chicken and closed the door and locked it. I had to think things threw my self and I had to figure out a way to get back in the game and face my fears and talk to harry. We had to work things out before they got any worst without each other. And if I couldn't be without him for a day I know he felt the same way. I slid the empty plate under the door"here" I said threw the wood while my mom walked by my door and picked it up"wow! All gone you must've been starving!" I didn't say a word I just sat on my bed with my phone beside me waiting for a call or at least a text from harry. She walked away back downstairs to put my plate in the sink and I listened to the water come out of the faucet and It reminded me of the all the times I had with harry and all the images play back in my mind in order in which they happened and a tear drop fell down my cheek without me showing any expression. I lay back down and fell asleep again. I woke up in complete silence and got off my bed and opened my door and walked downstairs and found my mom sitting on the kitchen stool while reading a furniture magazine focused on the red sofa. I stood beside her and she felt my presents and she looked at me while I hugged her from behind and she hugged me back and smiled"oh honey I'm so sorry" she said in my ear"mom I'm sorry" I said in a sleepy voice"oh baby no I'm sorry to drag you in to this mess" she rubbed my back with her hand and smoothed my hair back. She looked at me when I got out of her arms and smiled at me weakly with guilt in her eyes. I turned around and started to walk back up the stairs like a zombie and back into my room and text harry

Me:hi^_^

and I sat there waiting but instead I got happy for nothing cause it was just destiny

Destiny:u ok?

I texted back in annoyance

Me:look I really want to come to the party at the club but I have no date and harry might come

the dots moved up and down to show that destiny was typing

Destiny:he's on the guess list and you guys were supposed to come together on Saturday : /

I looked up and started to breathe really heavy cause I realized I was having an asthma attack without my inhaler! I struggled for air I grabbed a hold of my blankets and moved around my bed in search of my inhaler I got up making my way towards the door but I was 5 inches away but before I could make it everything started to turn black and I collapsed to the floor and fainted.