Twisted §

Chapter 11

Kelsey's POV

"Hello? Honey are you ok?" I heard my moms voice above while her body hovered over me"what...." I squinted because everything looked black and white and fuzzy so all I saw was a huge black figure on top of me"were...." I questioned myself to were I was"honey you fainted! What happened?" As always she was worried and I was to cause I had no idea were I was until now. My vision cleared up and my hearing came back to me and I leaned forward looking around while breathing heavy again cause I was wheezing"omg! Honey you need your inhaler!" My mom ran out the door and into the bathroom and came rushing in with a red face of fear and put the inhaler in between my lips and pressed the button and I inhaled for 10 seconds then I exhaled"what happened mom..." She just looked at me and sighed"I don't know really" I watched the floor around me in disbelief to what had happened in here. I rocked back and forth slowly just thinking about harry and how I'm gonna get through this without him. It's been 5 hours since I passed out of an asthma attack in my room. I sat on my bed watching videos on YouTube about fat people falling down stairs but It didn't help one bit cause there was only on Person who can make me laugh all day long. As I tapped on the next video I got a text that appeared at the top of my screen. I clicked on it while rubbing my eyes thinking it was destiny..........but I was wrong......."hey" it was harry my mouth dropped and I stood there like a turtle for 5 minutes just staring at the text"I miss you deeply" I loved when he said he missed me but it made my heart hurt a little more. I slowly texted back in shock"harry I didn't get to tell you the truth" I pressed send and sat there waiting for him to text back"well what is it?" I couldn't type what I felt. I had to speak to him In person but I was afraid to see his face, I didn't know how to talk to him."my mom was wrong about what she said" I couldn't believe I did it. I had no intension on what I was doing. I bit my nails waiting for him to reply and I watched the yellow nail polish chip off my finger nails on to my bed."baby I just want to know the truth already" my eyes closed in fear."It's not that I didn't want to be with you it's just that I didn't know you well" I pressed send and got off my bed and sat on the floor and leaned against the side of my bed."I felt like I already knew you that's why I was so out going but with other girls it's hard to get to know them because there with me then they just leave for another guy to sleep with" I rolled my eyes this wasn't about the other hoes he dated it's about us and working out our differences."awww your so sweet" I cracked a smile at the side of my face with relief that he was opening up to me again"ikr I miss you" I sighed"when can I see you again Kels?" I couldn't say anymore"idk but I gtg" I had to stop talking to him because I felt myself melting all over him again"ttyl txt me back later baby" I just thought how am I supposed to see him again"I love u Kels<3" I put my phone on my bed and walked out the room down the stairs into the bathroom in the hallway. I looked at my face in surprise I looked stressed out as hell. I didn't know how I was gonna handle this if I saw harry at the party. Things were just twisted around.