Twisted §

Chapter 37

Kelsey's POV

"Um......what are you talking about?" Harry was sweating because he was in shock that I was 1 month pregnant."look I know we were safe but not entirely safe." I paced back and forth in front of harry with my fingers entwined looking at the teal rug beneath my feet."yes we were." Harry looked so lost I can't even explain it right now."baby,we used a condom! Tell me how that's not safe!" He was so shaky that he didn't even know what he was saying right know."while we were having sex I felt...let's just say it broke on the tip a little bit!" I squeezed my fingers together showing harry how little it was,but how affective it was towards me."why didn't you tell me!" He stood up and yelled and I was in no mood to fight back anymore. I felt worn out for stressing over that one thing I had to tell him,and now I'm feeling dizzy hearing him yell at me."it felt so good harry! Only if you knew how it felt you wouldn't want to say anything to make it stop!" I stood in front of him."would you harry?" He inhaled and calmed down a bit with my soothing voice."what?" I raised my eyebrows at him."would you tell that person to stop if it felt so good and you wanted more?" He shrugged his shoulders at me while staring at the ground in deep thought."no." He mumbled."I'm sorry I didn't catch that what did you say?" I cupped my ear and faced it towards him because I wanted him to speak up."no!" He said louder this time with his hands in his pockets stroking his shoe across the rug in front of him."ok!" He just sighed still playing with the rug under his feet."look,I know we never argue or fight about our problems but.." I didn't know what else to say besides I have to let it out and so does harry."but fighting and yelling at me isn't gonna help at all harry!" He looked up into my eyes with his hand wrapped around the back of his neck."I'm really sorry baby,I just wanted to know what was wrong with you." I rolled my eyes in relief that he was worried about me."and it got me mad that you just couldn't tell me yourself and one way or another I had to get it out of you babe!" He grinned and wrapped me in a hug and I put my arms around him holding on to his shirt tightly in a fist."I love you to much to loose you for something so little." I closed my eyes and inhaled the scent of Harry's cologne that smelled so good to me."I won't loose you either and I love you." I whispered into his chest."c'mon." He unwrapped his arms around me and took my hand gently into his and opened the door. We walked down the stairs hand in hand looking for my mom but the car keys were gone,so I knew she got a call cause the phone was on the coffee table also."were do you think she went off to?" Harry asked me as I picked up the phone in my free hand checking the number."work." I put the phone back down and looked at him."nothing big." He lead me to the door."I really want to stay the night but I have to pack my bags for ya know." He smiled and I just smiled back in agreement to why he was doing this for me and him."no prob." I flashed a smile and kissed his lips while holding his hands in between us."are you really pregnant?" He stared into my eyes."I've been really scared about this coming and I haven't had my period for the last month!" I giggled in fear because I surely didn't want to be pregnant now!"oh,look this is all my fault for making you do this." I shook my head because I disagreed with him because I'm the one who told him to have sex with me!"no it's not it was really my fault for making you have it with me harry." I smiled at his hands holding mine."I'm really sorry for all of this baby." He seemed guilty and I could hear it in his voice."oh!" Another phone call of course disturbing our perfect moment of apologizing to each other about this."it's my mom! She's at my house cause I'm getting some new furniture." He let go of my hands softly and answered the phone call."hello! Hey mom!" He started to walk away with the phone up to his ear and I turned to go back inside."hold on I love you!" He told his mom to wait a sec so he can look back at me and tell me he loves me and I smiled and went back inside."sigh! Gosh I'm so freakin bored!" I yelled while plopping on the sofa and I suddenly had a craving for cake and sea food!"dam I'm hungry!" I said to myself and got up to get food to eat out of the fridge."let's see what we got in the good old fridge today!" I opened the door and stuck my hand inside to grab a bag of eclairs that weren't opened yet and some cheesecake bites."mmmm yummy!" I said to myself as I laid it on top of the table sitting down anxious to eat. While I stuffed my mouth with eclairs and cheesecake bites I noticed what time it was,10:56 and cole said he was coming over at 11:00 and I was afraid that he was gonna hurt me or harry is who I'm really worried about! He can't go on tour looking like a beat up band member! I had a sudden idea and it was perfect!"pick up pick up." I said into my phone chewing eclairs and I had a cheesecake bite in my hand ready to eat next."uh hello?" JOJO picked up the phone with her groggy sleepy voice like she was sleeping."hey sorry to bother you so late at night but I have a major problem on my hands and I need you and the girls to help me with it." I was calm because I knew it would work and besides when I eat I'm happy inside so I don't show emotion on the outside."this late at night!" She didn't like to do favors for me but I have to do favors for her,so she squealed on the other side of the phone cause she was shocked at my question."uh yeah,what you got something else better to do?"