Twisted §

Chapter 36

Kelsey's POV

I walked out the bathroom down the hallway with my latte in my hand and my phone in the other,just thinking to myself if I was gonna be a mom at 17. I love kids but I'm not ready to be a mother yet and neither is harry,because I know he's definitely not ready to be a dad even though he wants kids! I left Starbucks and got in the car with a straight face just thinking to myself if I was pregnant. I don't know what I've become of myself ever since I've met harry I've changed completely. Am I the only person who notices that? My mom doesn't have time to talk to me because she's always working but harry is the only person I express my feelings with. But that's just not enough for me.

Harry's POV

When Kelsey slid in the car next to me I held her close to me. She didn't seem ok,she looked like something was bothering her and I just had to find out what it was."you ok babe?" I whispered into her ear while we turned the corner in the car."yeah,I'm fine harry." And when she said my name in a sentence in that tone I knew that she was mad and I knew exactly what it was."I know something's bothering you." I leaned down to her looking into the mirror."is it because of me leaving tomorrow?" I licked my dry lips waiting for her to answer. Instead of a reply she just rolled her eyes and sighed while taking a sip of her coffee."hey,can I have some?" I laughed quietly."just don't!" She said loudly turning her head towards me. That made me feel just great! I can understand her being mad about me leaving her for 6 months but I didn't deserve to be treated this way! I've been more than good to her and this is how she pays me back? I will never understand women!"you really want to do this now?" I said back seriously into her ear gripping her wrist in my hand squeezing it until she spoke to me."cut it out harry!" Her mom pulled up to her house and parked the car."what's wrong with you!" I yelled at her from the car while she walked in her house slamming the door in my face as I followed behind her."just go away! I need time alone!" She waved her hand at me when she walked up the stairs with her keys,phone,and coffee in her hands."go away? Then fine,I'll leave right now if that's what you want?" She stopped in her tracks next to her bed,and I was in the door way with my hands up in the air."because!" She was about to cry no Kelsey don't! I closed the door without looking away from her beautiful eyes."It just hurts to talk about it harry!" She says in a broken hearted tone which makes me feel like all this was my fault,and it really affected her in so many ways that she doesn't want to share it with me. There it goes! A tear drop fell done her cheek and hung from her chin. She turned away from me and walked away into the bathroom."well,what do you want me to do? I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong baby!" Her mom knocked on the door wondering why we were arguing or maybe I was over reacting about all of this! I bet you can hear it all around the world!"is everything ok in there guys?" I rolled my eyes and placed my hand behind me on the door."not now grace!" I didn't usually call Kelsey's mom by her first name,but I was upset now because I need to find out what's wrong with my baby girl."look,were just talking mom!" She said in a shaky voice."we'll be down in a minute!" I was annoyed because she was totally ignoring me."listen to me! You need to talk to me!" I took her face and turned it to mines so she could look into my eyes."you can't tell me what to do!" My face stiffened at her words."oh! So now it's all about you! What happened to us?" My eyebrows connected with confusion and I felt a knot in my throat that kept me from speaking up."it's never been about me! You just can't tell me to listen to you when I've heard it all before! Why can't you ever listen to what I want to say?" She grabbed my hand and squeezed it till she dropped it by my side and it made my knuckles tingle and numb for a second."ok fine! Talk to me babe!" I said sarcastically because I wanted to hear what she wanted to say."I've been wanting to talk to you about this! but it seems like you've been really busy taking phone calls all the time and bragging about you and your splendid band!" She laughed with anger."these phone calls aren't just phone calls Kelsey! These phone calls are my future!" I put my hand on my chest offending myself. She rolled her eyes at the ceiling."this isn't only about my future! I didn't only do this for me babe ok! This was for you and me!" I froze waiting for a reply."I really wanted us to have everything for us and our kids!" She looked into my eyes."don't you understand! Baby I love you! And don't get mad at me for trying so hard to make you happy if that's what you don't want! just let me know and I'll stop!" I couldn't say anymore to her but I still needed to hear what she had to say but I wasn't gonna bother."you know what? I'm just gonna leave." I put my hand over my forehead with my head down walking out the door."wait!" Kelsey took a step forward with her hand out telling me to stop."it's not about that.....baby...come here." She was tearing up again like she was gonna start crying all over again. She slapped her hand on the edge of her mattress for me to sit down. I turned around slowly and looked at her face before sitting down beside her."it's not about you leaving it's something else more serious." I frowned because I was afraid."what could be more important than our future!" I raised my shoulders up and looked at her."without all of this we couldn't provide for our kids!" I watched her get up and she looked pissed that I didn't giver her a chance to speak. But before I could keep telling her why I'm doing this she cut me off by yelling."I'm pregnant!" She raised her hands in the air and they fell back down and she was red."ok! I'm pregnant harry!" She whispered and I felt like I couldn't breathe or move because I certainly wasn't ready for that! I definitely didn't see that one coming! I'm not ready to be a father yet. I'm just not ready yet and neither is she. I don't know what's gonna happen from here in our relationship. And sure as hell I don't even know were we stand in our relationship as if now!