The adventures of Squip Squad. (Old, Being Rewritten)

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(IT'S STILL MICHAEL)

(Michael's P.O.V.)

Things have been getting worse and worse. I forgot to pack my medicine so I've been throwing up flower petals for most of the trip now. I was about to have a breakdown, and nobody knew, at least I don't think so. I tried to keep everything bottled up, and hide every mark and bruise Derik gave me, and at the same time keep acting like nothing is wrong. It's not working much anymore, since I've already fallen back to self-harming. Everyone would be so disappointed in me... I know they would... I promised I would stop but here I am doing it all over again. Currently I'm in the bathroom throwing up more petals, and I was sobbing. I couldn't keep doing this, so I got up, went to my bag, and took out my antidepressants. 

"This is better for everybody, they all wouldn't care if I died...." I said and shakily laughed. "I guess Derik finally got to me, he said he would, and he did. I bet it was easy for him..." I looked at the antidepressants and opened the bottle, I softly smiled as I dumped all of the antidepressants into my hand. I put them in my mouth, and swallowed. I dropped the bottle and walked to the bathroom again and sat in the bathtub. I instantly got flashbacks to the Halloween party and let out a sob as more tears went down my face. I started to feel sick, and everything was dizzying. I started throwing up and I let out a strangled sob. I felt so tired, but I didn't want to close my eyes. I can't close my eyes. I'm scared, I want Rich, I wanna know that everything is alright. "R-Rich....." I cried out but I got no answer, so I decided to scream out his name. "R-RICh-" I cried out again, but I got cut off by starting coughing and throwing up again. I heard the door open and he ran to the bathroom where I was. His eyes widened and he instantly called 911. He had and ambulance come and get me as he held onto me the entire time. He kept me calm enough to where I didn't panic, but he didn't want me to close my eyes either, so I didn't. After a while the ambulance came, and I was having trouble keeping my eyes open despite what my boyfriend was telling me. I'm so stupid.... I tried staying awake but it was too late and I was consumed by darkness. I thought that was it, but it wasn't. I kept hearing the squip squad insulting me and yelling at me, and when I looked around I could see everyone towering over me. I cried and covered my ears but it didn't help. I collapsed to my knees and I felt things grabbing onto me and I looked down to see the darkness was wrapping around me. I struggled to get away, but nothing helped. I screamed and yelled but nothing happened. I let out a sob right before I was completely covered by darkness. The darkness formed chains and wrapped around my wrists and forced me to stay on my knees. I looked up to see the Squip, no not the Squip, my squip. the horrid thing I have wanted to get rid of but never could. It took the form of my birth mom, the woman who purposely crashed a car into a tree trying to kill both of us and instead only killed herself... I tried to yell at it but it covered my mouth and took the form of my dad and I subconsciously let out a terrified whimper. It smirked and started to shock me, and I cried out. I couldn't escape this endless nightmare, and I never would.....

(hehehehehehehehe, you're welcome >:3)