my princess/x

chapter 26

It had weeks past since.. y'know. I was back in New York, and things have been going back to normal.

Jahseh and I are not officially in a relationship, however we sure do act like it, and I am pretty certain everybody in school knows we have something going on.

He doesnt attempt to hide it, either.

He never fails to sit with me at lunch, and when he is not doing just that he drives me to the Popeyes up the road and gets me whatever I want, because I'm his princess.

When I am at my locker sorting my binders and books, I no longer jump when I feel the pair of strong, safe arms wrap around me. I know exactly who they belong to, and if anything, I feel safer.

And when his lips brush against every crevice of my neck, and his hands run across my petite body, I feel something new and exciting every damn time. I feel at home.

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I decided to walk to school today. Many find the frigid early February temperatures a good reason to bundle up and crank up the heater within the warm confines of their vehicle, but I have always loved the cold. In fact, I did not mind wrapping myself up in big coats and comfy scarves, dressing my feet in large boots and wool socks, for I lived for this time of year.

On the way, as my small feet treaded across the paved sidewalks, and with the angelic snow radiating glimmering light from the shy Sun, my mind was instantly reminded of my upcoming birthday. Next week, to be precise. February 10th. The preceding dates until Valentines Day. Yay.

Which meant, I had only 7 days left until I turned 18. 7 days left until I am legally an adult; an adult that can pop her pussy for men 50 years her senior, an adult that can enlist in the military, an adult that can purchase as many cigarettes as she wanted.. and smoke almost wherever she wanted, the list goes on. Not that I wanted to do ANY of that stuff, if anything it seems more like a punishment. However, becoming an adult and saying goodbye to my childhood, the only era I had ever known, meant a lot to me. It meant a lot that I can experience these freedoms, even if I chose not to.

I thought about that the whole way to my school. It had been occupying my mind so much that when I entered the large building, I did not take notice of the mini circus which was glaring in my direction. Brooke and Reign.

I haven't updated in some time yall.. this is weird because I made this book when I was like 14? Damn the beginning is cringey. Anyways uhh.. I have an English essay due tomorrow that I have not even STARTED so, imma head out🥴