At first glance, I knew that I have to be with you one way or another. Remembering all the pain that you tell me everyday makes me want to protect you more. I hate seeing you cry, its making me hate those tears.
"What should I do?" I mumbled, fixing my tie, I did all of that I protected you from the person you hated the most. I made you smile. I was there.
"I hate you..." I mumbled once again, grabbing my watch as I put it on my wrist. I courted you for months, and finally you said yes, at that moment I was the most happiest man on earth.
"Please.." I whispered as I put my shoes on, My breath is shaking. Leaving you is not an option, it's a decision that I have to make. I know I was at fault at that time, but I was scared.
"Stay.." I always tell myself that but will you?
"Stop me" I started the engine and drove away from home.
"Please, Stop me" I said once again, breaking my heart into pieces once more. "It's my fault" I cried
I was driving fast, that I didn't even notice that I was there. On my husbands grave, seeing his family broke my heart even more.
I wiped my tears and started getting off the car. I walked towards them, I felt something heavy inside of me.
"Hey.." His sister greeted me, she has your smile babe.
"Hey, Cin" I hugged her "I haven't seen you in years"
"Just 2 years before the-- s-sorry" She immediately broke the hug
"It's okay Cin" I smiled "Where's your mom?"
"The usual"
"Hmm"
I walk towards the fountain, where his mother was standing alone. I know that she's crying silently.
I tapped her shoulder, she looked at me with eyes full of misery.
"Taehyung-ah! I thought you forgot" She exclaimed and hugged me tight
"How can I forget Mrs. Park? That was my husband" My voice broke, I'm hurt. I didn't know.
He never told me. He didn't told me that he was suffering, he didn't said anything. He kept silent.
"It hurts..." I said looking directly at her "It hurts so much knowing that the one you love the most had to leave." I cried
She smiled weakly "I know, I know son."
"It's like the half of me w-was gone, he never told me h-he was--"
"He never told anyone tae. . ."
"Babeeee!!" He said kissing my neck "Wake upppp" He whines
I groaned "Hmm, I'm up angel" I said trying to sit but before I could do that he hugged me. Tight.
"What do want to do?" He asked
"How about..."
"What?"
"Sleep. Let's sleep I'm tiredddddd" I whined
