💛i miss u❤️ (benjey)

destiny?

SMUT WARNING
amelia surely didn't kiss me...right? we've been friends for as long as i can remember and sure there was always an attraction but i thought she was gay? maybe... maybe i could be happy with her. jorge clearly moved on. he clearly did what i wanted him to do. suddenly everything clicked.

maybe amelia was my destiny. when she kissed me it just felt right. am i crazy?

and so i knocked on her door again after the contemplation. i knew what i wanted.

she opened the door and before she could talk i barged my way inside, clasping her face and pushing my lips to hers. she stepped back in surprise but then proceeded to close the front door and kiss me again. we stumbled backwards until we made it to her couch.
i sat down and she straddled my hips. she pulled my shirt over my head and ran her fingers down my chest. it reminded me of jorges first time with me, he was so nervous and she was so confident.

i shook the thought of him away as i took her shirt off too. her long curly blonde locks tickled my chest and neck as she kissed me again. i awkwardly unclasped her bra as she threw it on the floor and pressed her chest against mine. she started to grind on me. i remembered when jorge did that when he wanted attention, his cute little fingers peaking out of his hoodie sleeves.
i couldn't stop thinking about him.

i lifted amelia off of me, i put her shirt back on so she had some privacy.
"amelia i'm sorry- i cant do this"
i kissed her forehead before walking out, ignoring the objections.

i walked back home. i had to get jorge out of my mind, it was making me go insane
amelia feels right
amelia feels right
amelia feels right
and of course i went back there...

she opened the door.
"benji what the fuck?"
"i'm so sorry, i need you"
"hu-"
i kissed her again, basically ripping her shirt off to expose her bare chest. she was beautiful.
"benji ive wanted to do this for so long"
she pushed me down on the sofa before undoing my belt and pulling my jeans down. she palmed my already hard shaft through my boxers and pulled it out.
jorge looked so scared and cute when he saw it i wish i could joke hi- no he's gone now.

she took my length into her mouth and hummed. i ran my fingers through her hair as i got more into it.

i heard the door unlock but couldn't move as amelia felt so good.
i heard someone walk in and before i could get amelia to stop, i saw them.

"amelia i'm hom-"
jorge stood in the doorway. his eyes wide and watering.

what the fuck had i done.

i'm so tired of this shit