sander sides Virgil x Roman

Anxietys not the bad guy

-Anxiety pov-

Me and Roman has been together for months now,and we haven't had sex once because I was afraid of Roman seeing my body.

I never had confidence in my body. I rarely ever had confidence,Roman is helping me me out with that,and I am so greatful to have a boyfriend like him.

I love Roman so much and I'd like to keep my virginity,I have never even been raped once.because Roman was always there in highschool and now to help out with that and whoever tried to with me would get their ass beat.

That's just how much he loves me.and I love him just equal,but I can't even defend myself.i hate it.thats why I've always been stuck in my own imagination,my own little world.and I would listen to Josh a Or Jake hill

That's my favorite song,I love to listen to it,me and Roman are more of the love dovey type. We always would cuddle.but the other sides never knew about our relationship. That's why they would always try to get with me but the host would stop them.or either it would be Roman,they also think I eat normal food when I actually need human flesh(from Tokyo ghoul)

I hate doing it to Roman but he always smiles and says its okay,I've bitten him so many times I just feel bad.

Hes lost so much blood and that's because ive been so hungry lately,Roman has been sick. And I'm the one to blame,I fear that if I can't control my hunger,I may lose him.

PS anxiety.

I was finally finished writing in my diary.only to see a sick Roman laying on my lap"baby,you should be in bed.what are you doing Out of bed" I asked softly,petting  Romans messy hair"I miss you....I wanna cuddle"  Roman said a bit. Sluggishly and lowly"I'll be there in a few minutes,you have to rest" I said softly and Roman hugged my waist"I miss you,I hate being alone,stuck in bed" Roman said with tears in his eyes"I know baby I know,don't cry.its going to be okay,I just need to do one more thing then we can cuddle and watch a movie in bed,okay"I said wiping his tears,he was burning up,and he was breathing a bit rapidly"is your stomach hurting again" I asked,guilty for biting him so badly,a side affect from Biting him so hard"i-i can leave you to what your doing" Roman said trying to get up but struggling,but fell to the ground,and scrapped his elbow,I quickly got up and got him off the ground"baby,it's not that I'm avoiding you because I work all the time,its just that,my manager threatened to fire me if I keep missing assignments,even Thomas is getting mad at me" I said picking him Roman up and explaing it to him"i-im so so sorry,I just felt so alone" Roman cried.

And I had swore....I saw someone out of the the quarter of my eye.....