sander sides Virgil x Roman

what am i

-Roman-

I was acting spoiled,but I couldn't control it,my body wouldn't let me stop it.maybe it was a side effect from anxiety biting me so hard.

Anxiety stopped my crying and he sent me do bed,I knew I needed some rest.so I obliged and went to bed,I felt something on my forehead, then driffted off to sleep.

Two days later...

And no he did not sleep for 2 days

I woke up to the dimly lit room,only to see anxiety in front of me"morning,it seems your fever is gone" anxiety said happily"yeah,because I was acting like a spoiled brat,is that a side effect" I asked tiredly"yeah,sorry I was just hungry,I can heal it so the pain won't bother you anymore" anxiety said and I nodded letting the green Sparks of magic fill my vision"thanks,but you can't keep doing this if it hurts you" I said kindly to him as I helped him up"I'll be fine,I just have to get control of that pain" anxiety said gritting his teeth"are you sure you want to-" I was interupted when Logan came into the room"pardon me to interrupt but,what do you mean by,hungry" Logan asked suspiciously,Logan didn't know tht anxiety was a ghoul,only Patton did, because he cought anxiety biting my flesh.i looked over at anxiety,his head was down and his fists were clenched,a scowl on his face"that's none of your buissnes Logan" anxiety said through clenched teeth"oh but it is,I know how you act when your hungry and it's quite repulsive" Logan said bluntly"knock it off Logan!" I said and Logan walked up to anxiety and got in his face"your a ghoul,aren't you" logan said quietly,and with unnatural speed, anxiety forcefully pushed Logan into the wall by the door.

"Listen Logan,you need to mind your own fucking buissnes,and stay out of my life and conversations.your always in people's conversations,now I will show you how to mind someones buissnes and to stay out of their conversations,if you want to act like a smartass do that somewhere else,but I'm gonna need you to see your way out of it"

Anxiety said in a angry voice,between clenched teeth"I knew it,your a ghoul,that just means I can spill more info about you"Logan said in a sinister voice,and anxiety shakily dropped Logan to the ground"s-so,that's why everyone h-has been,t-treating me l-like they were afraid of me,I-it was you"anxiety said shakily"you were the one spreading rumors about anxiety!" I said accusingly,getting out of bed not caring if I was just in shorts"i was tired of anxiety getting all the attention,so I thought I'd switch it up for a change" Logan said with a smirk"what gives you the right to do that!" I yelled at him causing the other sides to gather at the door"whats going on Thomas asked curiously"oh no" Patton said worriedly,and logan smirked"oh no,why did you try to choke me anxiety" logan faked sadness that sounded surprisingly real"you tried to choke him anxiety!?!" Thomas said rushing to his side,patton stayed where he was and glared at logan"hes actually a ghoul and tried to attack me and roman,look at the bite marks on his neck" logan said and thomas looked at my neck that had 5 bite Mark's on it and one that looked deeper"you did this,so the roumors were true,you bit roman 5 times and if that's not bad enough you tried to choke logan,what kind of monster are you" thomas yelled,anxiety couldn't handle that,it set off his anxiety"okay that's enough" patton stepped in"anxietys not a monster" patton said with tears in his eyes"no,i-im not I-" anxiety tried to say but he couldn't,he was breathing to rapidly,I tried to run over to him to give him his meds but thomas stopped me and I dropped the meds and the spilled onto the floor,anxiety ran out and left outside in the rain with no umbrella"what the hell logan,why are you trying to ruin anxietys life" I yelled at logan"tell that to anxiety,he tried to choke him"because he was spredung rumors" I yelled back"i have to find him" I said in a panic and I got my shirt jacket on,and my shoes and an umbrella"roman wait-" thomas said but I didn't listen and ran after him.
I knew whenever he was upset he would go to the lake,he said water and big pools would help calm him down

At the lake....

"Baby! You out here,its raining" I called out for him and I saw his jacket and him laying on the ground shaking and sobs escaping from his lips"oh my god baby" I said running over to him and picking him up,and sitting on a bench nearby"baby,why were you on the ground" I said stroking his hair under his hoodie,he was unresponsive,he was just shaking and crying,yelling,my name"its okay baby,I'm here,baby I'm here,its me,I'm right here"i said whispering sweet nothings into his ear,he finally snapped out of it,but was still shaking and crying"shh,its okay,I'm here,your not a monster" I said softly"i have to get him to the house" I said quietly,and picked him up like a mother holding her child,he clung on to me for dear life,shaking,he was cold,I leanded him my jacket since I was smart enough to bring two.

Back at the house...

Once we arrived back home,the sides were in the kitchen and anxiety was asleep but still shaking somehow,I quietly went upstairs and patton saw me since he was in the living room,he followed me upstairs,and I took of anxietys jacket,and put some warm clothes on him,while me and patton went to the other room to talk"so how is he"patton said worried for his friend"hes terrible, he thinks hes a monster,he was shaking and crying on the ground when I found him,I cant believe they said hes a monster,he cant help what he is,and he has to hide that part of himself,he hates that he has to hide it"i said speaking up for the one I love most"oh my god,what has logan dpne,i know this is all jealously,but isn't this a bit much,why cant they just get along" patton said and I sighed,and we said we would talk to anxiety and logan and get them to sort it out on their own,we walked separate ways and I went to go check on anxiety,he was awake,he was crying,i went over to him,and sat down next to him"baby,what happened"i said softly to him,no response"baby,please,talk to me" I said brushing his hair out of his face,all he did was lay on my lap,he shook his head"thats okay,you dont have to talk" I told him"was it a nightmare"i asked and he nodded"i can sleep with you if you want"i told him and he nodded and I began to spoon him.

We fell asleep like a baby,i just hoped he would be okay in the morning