sander sides Virgil x Roman

leaving anxiety in a dark room for to long

-anxietys pov-

I woke up in Roman's arms,I decided that I wanted a glass of milk,I got out of bed and put one of my plushies in my place,I went downstairs and everyone else was there"oh look,here comes the abuser" thomas said and patton hit him,HARD"ow,what the hell"thomas said and patton scowled,I'm so thankful for patton to be on my side,logan pretended to be scared,and thomas protected him,I had tears in my eyes,I couldn't believe my host believed Logan of all people,probably because that's his boyfriend,anyway,I just walked to the cupboard and got a glass,something then poked me and I dropped the glass,and it shattered into a thousand peices"what the hell,you cluts,now we have to clean up YOUR mess" thomas yelled and logan smirked behind their backs,I then got down on my knees and picked up the glass fast"let me help-" before he could finish,I ended up making a deep cut on the two of my fingers,and a big peice of glass in the center of my hand,I cried out in agony and dropped the remaining pieces,patton got up and out of Thomas's grip,I cried so loud roman woke up and saw me,he ran down the stairs,when patron tried to take out the big peice of glass in my hand and two fingers,but I screamed,thomas didn't help,instead,he went upstairs because he claimed it was "traumatic" and "sensitive" to Logan's ears.

"Okay calm down,I'm a doctor,you have to pince the wound,and this might hurt,so squeeze this in your other hand" roman said and gave me a stress ball"okay,were gonna take it out,in three,two,one!" Roman said and slowly pulled out the glass,it was probably not to open the wound more,the house was once again filled with my screams and cries of pain and agony,I hated blood and I hated feeling pain.

"Patton I need a sewing kit and a paper towel,quick!"roman said,while he tried to calm me down"its gonna be okay,just breathe"roman told me in a calm voice"i got it"! Patton yelled and they both had gloves on,while roman stocked up my hand while I just needed band aids for my fingers.

Once they were finished,I was tired and my throat was dry from screaming and crying so much,patton volunteered to clean the glass since my hand was already fucked up as it is,

Once me and roman were in our bedroom,we decided to cuddle and watch a movie with popcorn,roman ate most of it,but made sure to save me a lot,but rememberd I only ate flesh so I ate that instead and he made either taste amazing,for a human,he is the best person on this planet,to even spend time let alone be boyfriends with a ghoul,he truly,is the best boyfriend on this planet and I love him so much.

Later....

Patton came into our room with no exspression,ive never seen him like this before,hes always been a happy go lucky guy,and he always made me happy,but to see him unhappy,It would take a master mind to figure out what even made him angry.

"I think you need to have a little Chat with thomas,roman"patton said between clenched teeth"anxiety,stay here,I dont want you getting involved or hearing any of this" roman told me,but I didn't want to be alone,my anxiety spikes up,and I have a panic attack,since my room is naturally dark,its more scary when I'm alone,I start to hear an see things,that I don't think anyone would want to see,once iw as alone,I heard a little girl laughing behind me

YoUr WoRtHlEsS

Please stop

ThEy AlL HaTe YoU

No no please they dont they-I-I

I started to hyperventilate,my breathing started getting heavy and tears welled up in mybeyes,i tried to reach for my pills but I fell off the bed and I scrapped my elbow and a glass was on the floor,and the glass went all the way inside my elbow,i screamed in pain and agony.

And that's what set roman,thomas,logan and patton to come in the room and see that was going on"oh my god! Baby,I knew I shouldn't have left you for so long in a dark room,I'm so so sorry" roman apolagized,and because of the pain and how deep the shards were in my elbow,I passed out